Chapter 8

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Hey guys here's chapter 8

"That girl seemed nice " zayn said as he re-intertwined our fingers together . " yea she is just perfect ." " you make friends easily ." " no but she made me feel welcomed . " he smiled and we kept on walking . There was silence . But it wasn't awkward . A gay child wasn't born . I liked the silence . I kept thinking to my self about all these different things . I couldn't text kenia until 5:15 cause that's when her shift ended . Zayn looked at me and he smiled he stoped in front of his car he grabbed my wrist accidentally . I winced in pain . Oh shit . He looked at me then at my wrist then back at me . He lifted my up my sleeve then looked at me . And opened the me car door .

The car ride was dead silent . I didn't dare to say anything cause I was afraid he would blow . Yea I did cut, yea I still do every once in a while . It's better than what I used to do . I felt ashamed . I knew zayn was disappointed in me . Every one was when they found out . I felt bad , like I wanted to cut again . He could never love someone who cuts . He can do better . Better that some one who's cuts . Some one better than me .

Zayn P.O.V

' God how much do I love this girl there is nothing that could change this .' I thought to myself . I smiled at her . We got to the car Im going to ask her something . She's going to be shocked at first but what the hell . I welt to re-twine our fingers but I accidentally grabbed her wrist . She winced in pain . ' no no no no ' she couldn't have no , not Alex . I gently grabbed her hand and lifted up her sleeve . And I saw 'em all of the every inch of her wrist was either scared or scabbed . I looked over the cuts again and saw a fresh one like it was done today . I got in the car and we drove off .

I had a feeling I was gonna blow like this was horrible like I wanted to scream . I knew it wouldn't be toward Alex but if she was in my way I'm afraid I might go off . I could reel she was scared cause she didn't say anything , no music no humming nothing like that . We pull up to the flat parking garage and I parked . We got up to the flat and the boys were there " hey Alex . Zayn ." They chorused . She didn't look at them she just walked down the hallway . I heard a door close and I huffed

" what's wrong with her mate ?" Louis asked " yea she ALWAYS says hi , no matter what ." Niall said with a confused look on his face .

" Alex cuts ." " what ?!? " liam said shocked . Them I herd a cry I looked up and notice it was coming from the bathroom .

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