Destiny Is Demise

Introduction

Why did I feel this way? I had everything I could ever want. The fame, the fortune. The almost perfect rock star life. And now I'm stuck here in between afterlife and life. I had been such an idiot in my life , such an idiot. I could have got over all of those things, all of them. I could have. I know I could. But no I had to waste my life away like nothing was important, not even my daughter. Like life was one big joke. Well that's what I thought. Now I know i'm wrong. Very wrong. I have to watch my daughter grow up without me, my band disband without me and my fans following what i did. Which of course was committing suicide.

"And I swear that I don't have a gun , no I don't have a gun". Yeah it's not as if they never found a gun next to my body pointing to my chin where I blew my brains out. If I could go back and change it I would. I would of treated the people around me better, a lot better. I can't promise that I would of given up taking drugs because they're what made my songs what they are today. In some ways I'm glad I did what I did because well I've not had to live through the music industry been destroyed. But many people believe that this only happened because I died. In other ways I wish I didn't because I could have given my daughter the life that most children have.

I'm just not sure if I could have lived on been who I am. I mean would the world of been the same place as it is today? I knew grunge days where coming to an end I did and I couldn't live knowing that my music wouldn't be appreciate as much as it ought to be. But to this day my fans still live on. The original generation of my fans spreading the love down to their children or even little siblings. Thanks to this grunge has never died but it's just not as popular as it used to be.

Now that foul person they call Justin Bieber has come along, most children have fallen in love with his 'catgettingstrangled' voice instead of old school grunge. What honestly happened to ripped jeans and shirts with stripey jumpers? And why have they been replaced with mainly tarty looking girls and puffy looking boys? I mean not all of the new generation look like this, but it's growing. Anyway this is supposed to be the story about my life. And this is what I did. Oh yeah and by the way I forgot to introduce myself. I'm rock god Kurt Cobain.