I was tagged in this by the amazing timidlila and slutformacchio
Let's do this!1. If you were a song, what song would you be?
This a fucking hard question to answer. I honestly don't know, sorry.2. If you where a color, what would you be?
Shimmy gold or silver. They are such popping color and that's kinda how my attitude is so yeah.3. What would you rename yourself if you could rename your self?
Well, I really like my name, Ashland. I was named after Ashland, Oregon and I love that because it's so unique and beautiful. But if I were to rename myself I would want a super unique name but idk.4. Is there any film you are able to relate with?
Yes, Sixteen Candles and the Breakfast Club. It really shows how high school and life sucks ass for many reason. But we also find many great thing to appreciate in life and life does end up working out in the end.5. If there was a film based on your life and yourself, what would you want the title to be and who would you want to play you?
A for the title maybe and Lily Colins to play me.6. Someone you'd like to kiss right now? Or would you rather have a certain someone kiss you?
No one. Or maybe River Phoenix could kiss me on the cheek. I'm not a big fan of kissing, not now7. What age will you be your happiest at?
19-100+ I can see it now, I can't wait.8. If you were to write a book write now what would it be about?
I would write the fucking book I've been telling you guys I'm going to publish but never do😂9. Something you completely believe in/feel strongly about?
Equality, closing the wage gap, fucking gender roles, not frowned on single moms and dads, I also feel strongly about wanting people to hyping me up :-).10. If you plan to go to college, what do you plan to major in?
Education or Hospitality.
I either want to be a teacher, go into hospitality for resorts and hotels, or be a car dealer (is that the right title?)11. What's your opinion on religion?
I don't have one.12. Describe your family.
I have my loving a beautiful mother who raised me by her self until I was 6. I live with my mom, my stepdad and my half brother and sister. However I call them dad and my brother and sister. My brother is 5 and my sister is 8.
I also live with my two cats Jack and Baby.13. A memory you remember vividly.
I have a lot of memories but non that are really good enough to share...
Okay I'm going to share this sad memory. Because I can remember it by heart.
So when I was six my biological father came around and he got privileges to see me. So I started seeing him once a month on like the same Sunday I believe. He was a great dad when I was with him. He was a chef so he would always cook the best food and it was always different. So one day my mom dropped me off just like always and I went inside but he wasn't there. (He lived with his grandma because she was really old and getting sick)So she told me I could color till he got there and I remember coloring for what felt like forever. So eventually I stopped coloring and I ran to his room and just watched tv in there. Then I must not had heard the door as he came home and he showed up at his bedroom door. I of course being six didn't hold a grudge against him and ran to him giving him a hug. I remember him telling me that he was really sorry he was really busy today and I just said okay. We went back into the kitchen/living room thing and he started making me some food. I clearly remember it was grilled cheese in a shape of a heart, tomato soup, and cupcake he had brought home.
He sat down and eat the same thing and I hoped down and grabbed all the papers I colored for him and showed him. He told me there where beautiful and asked me to grab him a piece of paper and color crowns and he started drawing. Then we watched tv till it was time for me to go home and he right as I was leaving he gave me the picture he colored, told me he loved me, and gave me a really long hug bye.
And that was the last time I saw him till six years later. I still have the picture.14. Last question, something you wish to be?
A great person/mother.Tag everyone ;)