EreMin-I'm Bi, He's Gay, I'm Trans, He Doesn't Know || Depressing ||

My Only Saviour's a Bitch

I pack my side bag with clothes to wear tomorrow and some school books. I grab my wallet and phone and throw them in the zipper pocket.
Of course, it took me a while to do all of these things with my injuries, but I manage just in time.

I have to admit, I did get quite a fright when I saw someone wandering around the back of my house, until the figure got closer I remember I told Eren to do so.

As soon as I see him, I swing open my window. I grab my bag and begin to climb out with a lot of difficulty due to the injuries.
Eren was in shock of my state at first then got over it and began helping me out.

"You want me to carry your bag?" He asks, grabbing it anyway as I closed my window.

"Thanks, but I'd rather you carry me." I slump to the ground and lean my back on the outside wall.

"Alright." I'm surprised when Eren actually picks me up and carries me bridal style.

I start laughing slightly, even though it hurts to do so. "E-Eren... Haha... I was joking." I clutch my stomach from pain.

"I don't care. Just wanting to help my bestie out."

"Bestie? Really?" Eren looks down to me confused and shrugs. "Eren, I'm giving you five seconds to take that back. No one says bestie."

"Well too bad, I do." He smiles, as do I.

He carries me back to his car and helps me in, even leaning over me to put on my seatbelt.

"Eren, I can put on seatbelt's myself, ya'know." Eren clips in the buckle and rests his arm on the chair, still fully leaning over me, our faces mere inches apart.

"I know." He whispers. "I just wanted to help in any way I can." As he says this, he examines my face drained of all colour besides blood.

"Thank you, Eren." I whisper.

He touches my cheek. "Anytime." I watch as his eyes flicker down to my lips and I'm urging him to kiss me, but unfortunately, I notice a light go on inside the house and tap Eren repeatedly.

"We have to get out, now." Eren looks behind him and notices the light go on, too. He hurriedly shuts my door and gets in the drivers side.
Once he buckles himself in, he begins the journey back home.

"Hey, Eren, why are you always so willing to help me?" I ask after a minute of silence.

Eren shrugs. "You seem like the kind of guy that needs major helping."

"You mean major fixing." I scoff. "I'm broken, Eren. Help is far too late."

"Well, then I'll fix you." I look over to him, honestly I was quite surprised he said this.

"Eren, you've known me for three days."

"Armin, I've known you since the beginning of the year." My eyes widen at him as he keeps his gaze on the road. "I've never seen you before in freshman or anything," good. "And this year I've seen you as quite a lonely person."

"I was alone, not lonely." I now gaze out my window. "But even so, you've only personally known me for a few days. Why the sudden need to help me?"

"Ar, you were alone, like you said. You may not have been lonely, but being alone means you have no one to go to, you have no backup, you have no one to sneak to your house late at night to save you from your bastard ass abusive dad, which by the way, why haven't you called the police yet?"

"I was scared to call the police, god knows what'll happen he finds out. Also, I have been coping fine alone. I don't need backup or anything." I reply.

"Yes you do, Ar. Like now for instance, I was your backup. If we were friends before, I'm sure you would've called me many times to take you to my house."

"I just don't want to feel the need to have to rely on someone all the time and become a burden."

"You wont become a burden, Ar."

"How do you know? It's not like you ever saw me in freshman and you never bothered to communicate with me this whole year even though you knew me! Maybe I only called this time because I like you, Eren! Maybe I only trusted to tell you everything about my life because I like you!" I'm now yelling, even though it hurts, that doesn't seem to bother me.

"So am I not important other than the fact that you have a fucking crush on me?!"

"Gosh, Eren, you're so full of yourself!"

"I am not! You keep saying you like me in that sentence and I'm getting a vibe that it isn't only as a friend! Plus you walked away from me when I joked about it the other day!"

"FINE! EREN, FINE! I HAVE A FUCKING CRUSH ON YOU AND I WISH I DIDN'T!" My head hurts so much from the yelling but it doesn't seem to matter at this point. My stomach also feels like it could explode from the lack of air caused by yelling and the kicks, too.

"WHY DO YOU WISH YOU DIDN'T?!"

"BECAUSE I TRUST YOU TOO MUCH! I COULD TRUST YOU WITH THIS AND THEN YOU COULD THROW IT ALL AWAY FOR SOME GUY AND TEAR MY HEART TO FUCKING SHREDS!"
Eren suddenly stops the car, making me jerk forward slightly. He turns the key to stop the engine and stares at me. "What are you doing?"

Without a second to spare, Eren jerks his head forward and slams his lips against mine. It takes me by surprise at first but I eventually give in to my burning crush on him and lean into the kiss.

I take off my seatbelt to allow more movement, Eren does the same and we're both now in a heated make out session. My back is pressed against the car door as Eren leans forward and puts his hand behind the back of my head to pull my head closer and deepen the kiss.

Finally, we part for air and only then do I notice how much pain I'm in.

"Eren." I whisper.

"Yeah?"

"I really need a pain killer." My voice is squeaky as tears spill from my eyes caused from my burning pain.

"Of course." Eren clips himself back in and I do the same as he speeds off down the road to his house.

None of us spoke a word for the rest of the car ride. But I was in complete bliss.