The Start Of The End (Cry x gamer)

She's Here....

'Oh God...She's always been there but has only been a voice...She was always in the back of my head telling me how to do things but telling me about every flaw. She's been there sense I was born. But She's tired of being stuck. She's clawing her way out and it hurts.' I smile through clenched teeth and try to walk just as normal as Cry, but the pain makes it unbelieveablely hard, I Tighten my grip on his hand. "Can we stop soon?" I ask hopefully, I'm sure everyone was tired and wanted to stop. We've been walking for hours looking for a good house to hold up in "Hey, that house could do for at least tonight!" morgan says pointing to a red house with white frames.'kinda looks like a barn' I cut through into my mind to try and talk to her 'More like it is a barn' she says playfully. Don't get me wrong she can be a good person she's just been inside for so long and wants to get out. The only problem is....her bloodlust is crazy. I nod "Lets stay there for the night?" I ask looking around the group "Ok." They all nod in agreement. "Me and Mark will make sure it's clear.You three just stay here..." Morgan says pulling mark into the house with her. "I don't care whats happening that will always be my second favorite ship." I say looking to cry "Whats your favorite ship?" He ask his deep voice shifts a bit. "Alphaotic of course!" I say cheerfully a small blush sneaking onto my face.'Aw how cute..' she says sarcasticly 'he's the best Ok? You'll know the feeling at sometime.' I say to her in my mind (Of course) 'I'll never get to find him if im stuck in here and you know that.' she says back. Morgan comes back outside and mark follows behind holding up a thumbs up "clear." morgan says copying mark's goofy grin. "Markeeennnn." I say as me and cry pass them I giggle and look to cry "Step one, make them be close if they like it or not." I whisper to cry. He laughs "I guess the ship has begun." he laughs after making his joke I giggle and start to sing "Your on the canon grounds! I'm up in crack ship space! Let's start a shipping war, Don't care if I get hate! Don't like my pairings? Well, You can hit the bricks. This is my OTP I'll go down with this ship! I Don't care! I ship it! I Don't care! I ship it! I ship it!" I wink at cry after singing "That is my nation's anthom!" I joke cry lets out a giggle and I bite my lip 'how is that even possible? something cant be that cute in this universe.' I say in my mind then a strike of pain hits me and I grab my head "Alpha? Are you ok?" Cry ask worrily "Y-ya, Just a headache..." I say with a smile 202 walks over "Morgan says that me and her Are shareing a room and mark gets the couch. Which if you can't cound I'll tell you means that you both are shareing a room." she says blankly and walks away. I blush "Okay then." Cry says I let go of his hand and start walking up some stairs "I guess im gonna go to our room cry! Have fun with everyone and stufffff." I say going into our room and plopping onto the Queen size bed. The blankets were so soft and a nice clean white. I wonder how it doesn't have blood on it? Maybe it was a guessed room that no one even looked at?' I wonder try to be distakted from the pain I was Fighting off 'Can we make a deal?" I say out loud 'Maybe...' she says in my mind "Give me three days more with him okay? then I'll let you out for a whole week!" I say to her aloud 'Fine..' she mummbles and stops clawing. The pain stops soon after and I let out a sigh of reilif "Thank you!" I say with a smile I get off the bed and put my backpack at the end of the bed. "Who were you talking to?" I hear Cry's deep voice ask I walk over to the bed and sit with my legs crossed "myself." I answer honestly...It wasn't really lieing because it was a verson of me. "But...you made a deal with yourself?" He ask confused he did a head tilt "Yea, it helps my headache that wouldn't give up went away as long as I made a deal." I say giggleing a bit. He closes the door "Whats going on?" He ask as he walks over and sits next to me on the bed. I sigh "A lot but im fine...can I ask you something?" I ask looking to him "Shoot." he answers "is uh...is mad real? Just like all the fans think?" I ask him "um..yea,but he can be a bit nice as much of a *ss he is." He jokes "Oh ok cool." I say with a smile 'I'm not alone...' I think to myself 'Oh what am I?' she ask 'the person I have that I need to know I'm not alone with...' I say a little sadly to my mind. I reach in my hoodie pocket and play around with my mini panda plushie I lean agenst the head of the bed and stretch my legs infront of me. Cry lays down and puts his head on my lap, Of course I was a little shocked but I relaxed and started to play with his brown hair and I see a plastic/metal thing sitting on his ear. "what..." I mutter and move his hair a bit so I can see more of it. The only problem is that the thing goes under his mask so I can't see what it is. when it finally clicks I mentally kick myself. 'Glasses' I think to myself "Hey cry I didn't know you wore glasses!" I say smileing still messing with his hair "Yea, from playing all those games..." He says sleepily "Aww my Cry is tired..." I coo at him "Hmph." he makes a sound and shifts a bit. 'I like his hair.' I say to my mind 'Aww cute of course you do.' she says scarcasicly. Cry's breathing slows I sqweel on the inside 'CUTE' my mind screams to itself. I keep messing with his hair intill I fall asleep with a smile on my face.
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IM SORRYYYYYY if my thoughts could just flash onto my laptop I would have 57 chapters by now buuuuuut I have to type it and that is slightly annoying it's better than writeing on paper cause my hand writeing suuuuuuuckssssss! but whatever I enjoy it! I'm trying to make this intresting with out makeing it all 'oh mi gawd this is soooo unrelistic' so ya know.... have a good day/night!

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