Haikyuu X Reader

|Kageyama Tobio|[Regrets]

I know I know. It's been a while but I don't really get to have as much time on my phone as some might know.
But I wanna thank you guys for reading my stories here. ^^

Some girl whom I call Lola-chan (Lola isn't her real name) said she needed more fluff in her life. T-T I'll try my best. But it might end up being all dramatic again ;-;

And for those people who don't read the manga, don't worry this isn't a spoiler. I really can't wait for season for and there better be one.
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Your POV:
I was shocked at the words he said to me. "Y-you... what do you mean b-by I'm breaking up with you?" I was fuming with anger.

Tobio just looked at me, clearly annoyed with my reaction. He sighed and repeated what he said bluntly "I'm breaking up with you (l/n)-San"

He said (l/n)-San. He would usually call me (y/n) but now... what has gotten into him.
Before I knew it, I had tears treading down my face. However there was no change in the man's expression as he watched me.

"I'm finally headed off to nationals. I don't need you to get in my way" and with that he turned with his back facing me and walked away.

In that moment I didn't know what to do anymore. I felt dead. What was I to him before nationals happened?

And in that moment, Kageyama thought this was the best decision for him and his dream. He didn't think he needed you. Though, his heart disagreed.

Kageyama's POV:
(Time skip to nationals game one)

I knew that my team was going to win this match. No one can bring me down now.

*whistle blow*
The first point went to us as I dumped the ball whilst tricking the other team.
I don't think the first point in their game was a dump by Kageyama but let's just pretend it was.
I was glad. I looked over to the bleachers hoping to find (y/n) cheering for me saying "NICE KILL TOBIO-KUN!! DO YOUR BEST!!"

But my smile was soon wiped off when I realised no one was there to support me anymore. I felt a strong pain in my heart when I thought about her but then tried to shake it off. I still thought that it was the best thing to do.

Throughout the tournament, I was always glancing up in the seats to maybe find (y/n) there waiting for me to score so she could cheer the loudest. But once again... no one.

It was the best choice... right?
...

(Time skip to the end of nationals)

We won. I'm supposed to be happy-- I mean I am but, it's not like the other times we won't the matches. Those were the times I was still with (y/n).

I... i.... I want... to be with her now. I... I want to embrace her in my arms. I wanted to see her proud smile when I won. I want-- no need her to fill this empty void in my heart again. Its all my fault.

(Time skip back to school in the morning)

I get to see her again! This is my chance to tell her how I feel and to apologise.

I prepare myself to talk to her once again by relaying greetings and things I might say. Things she might say. I was practically prepared for the conversation.

I see her walking through the gate and rushed up to her immediately. "H-hey (y/n). I just wanted to..."
She walked past me like I wasn't even there. The place that was once filled with her heart warming smile was now left emotionless. Coldness flooded the eyes that I remembered to be overloaded with warmth and kindness.

I prepared myself for the conversation we never got to have. My chest felt heavy. My head felt sore. The single rose that was hides behind my back fell to the ground. I felt something wet slide down my cheek.

Her face that contained only sorrow reappeared in my mind again.
This is how she felt when I coldly abandoned her.

I'm no king. Who am I without my queen.
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CRINGE CRINGE CRINGE AT THAT LAST LINE.
I'm extremely sorry cause I havnt been active lately. So many people have been reading this story ( and my other one) in the time I was away. I am super grateful to all the votes you guys are giving this story.

I will say it again. You guys are free to request due to the fact it's half term and I have nothing to do.

Someone: you should be doing your homework child!

I would love to tag people who voted for this book but I think I have lost the names in my notifications. In the next part, I'll try to make an effort.

Thank you mina!!! Till next time!