|Nishinoya Yuu|[For granted]

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I am extremely sorry for not updating!!!!!! It's just...... ehh. Who am I kidding? I have no excuse T-T
I'm sorry!

I am glad to see many people reading my story so thank you ^^

Don't you think Nishinoya looks so cute with his hair down!!! KAWAII!!!
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Your POV:
It's been a year since me and my boyfriend, Nishinoya, got together. We both entered your second year of high school and before that, things were going extremely well. It was all perfect until he got obsessed over their volleyball manager.

I definitely understood why he would be attracted to her but, he already had a girlfriend!!
So what if she had larger breasts....bigger butt....gorgeous face that could rock those glasses.......
Ok ok. I admit that she looks better than me....by a lot.

W-what if *sniff* N-Nishinoya *sniff* d-doesn't want to *sniff* be with someone l-like me? *sob*

I had a mental breakdown as I sulk in the classroom, completely ignoring what was going on in the lesson. All I could think about was loosing Nishinoya. And every time it came across my mind, I felt my eyes water.
I needed to hold back my tears and not jump to conclusions.

Yeah! Why would something like that separate my Noya and I?
Then I recalled all the reasons everyone falls for Kiyoka-senpai. I felt utterly defeated. How can I beat that?

"n). /n). (Y/N)!!!" I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't realise the teacher trying to get my attention. I was started and jumped at the sudden noise that interrupted my train of thoughts. "YES??!" I practically screamed.

The teacher looked at my with anger and annoyance. "Since you don't want to listen to my lesson, go stand outside my classroom. NOW!!!" Scary!

I rushed outside with my desk and belongings. I sulked even more. There was an upcoming test and I wasn't paying attention to what could've helped me.

I began to get bor

Nishinoya's POV:
All I was doing during the lesson was daydreaming about Kiyoka-san. I'm glad she was our manager during my time here at Karasuno. I didn't pay attention during class and hoped that I could just get notes off (y/n).

She is really smart so I'm sure she can lend me some as her boyfriend right?

(Time skip to lunch)

I searched the canteen for Kiyoka-san but I found (y/n) instead so I just ran up to her with my food in my hands.

"(Y/n)!! Hey!" She looked at me standing beside her table and smiled. I sat down in the empty seat next to her. She was eating alone and for some reason, I could feel something off about her. Hmm... oh well. It's probably something small.

As I ate my lunch, all I talked about was Kiyoka-san because of the angel she is.
"All throughout the lesson, I could only think about Kiyoka-san!"

As I continued to speak, I felt a dangerous aura surrounding (y/n). I ignored it and continued talking until she just stood up angrily and threw her food at me.

Your POV:
I smiled at Nishinoya as I watched him sit down next to me. I was happy he was here.
"All throughout the lesson, I could only think about Kiyoka-san!"

My smiled dropped at his careless words. He continued to ramble about the third year. The more he spoke, the angrier I felt and the more insecure I became. I was in the verge of tears.

"... I mean what can I do? It's like she was made perfectly! It would be heaven if I got to spend the day with her!!!"
That was the final blow. I couldn't take it any longer.

I stood up and threw my food over at him. My hair covered my eyes so he had no idea I was crying. "SO WHY DONT YOU SPEND TODAY WITH YOUR PRECIOUS KIYOKA-SAN!!! WHY DONT YOU JUST BECOME HER BOYFRIEND!!"
Endless tears streamed down my face as I look at him and saw the shock on his face when I flipped.
I ran out of the now silent canteen leaving Nishinoya with a hundred pair of eyes on him.

I ran and ran and ran and ended up at the school gates that were still closed. I fell to my knees and cried alone.

Nishinoya's POV:
I was frozen with shock and guilt.

(Y/n)'s face was filled with hurt and I was the reason she felt this way. Her eyes were overflowing with tears.

That's when I realised that she was acting strange these past few days.
She didn't look me in the eye as often as she would. The way she talked wasn't as genuine and as full of emotion. Before she made decisions, she doubted herself. Her posture was less confident...
I did that. I made her feel that. I... I hurt her and made her feel unloved...

Before I knew it, I was running around the school grounds looking for her. She couldn't have gotten that far because they haven't opened the school gates. I checked every where and even peeked inside the toilets.

Oh (y/n). If she could, she would have run out the school gates by now...
THATS IT. The gates.

I sprinted off to find her. I had to apologise for being such a jerk.

I came to a halt when I saw her hugging her knees to her chest. Her hair was in a mess and I could only imagine her face flooded with tears.
She is like this because of me. I did this to her. This is my fault.
Those words just kept replaying in my head as I slowly made my way towards (y/n).

Your POV:
"(Y/n)?" I heard a familiar voice that was unfortunately followed by footsteps. I didn't have the strength to get up and run away from him.

My heart was pounding as I felt his arm around me.
No. Don't touch me. No. Why am I still feeling like this despite the way you treated me? No.

I couldn't help the fact that I loved him. So so much.
He put his arm around me and was about to say something when the bell interrupted him. I weakly pushed him away from me and made my way to my next lesson whilst wiping my tears.

Suddenly, I felt a pair of arms hug me from behind. It grabbed hold of me as if it will never want to let go.
"I love you (y/n). I was wrong and selfish. I was inconsiderate. You don't deserve to be treated like this and I am not worthy of you. I took you for granted and this is what I get. I'm such a jerk." I felt my back getting wet.
Is he... crying?
Nishinoya would never! He would never...
"But if it may seem as though I don't love you, I really really do. I don't know what I'd do without you. Any other girl, but you can be taken away. I don't want to loose you."
My heart beat execrated.

Oh Nishinoya
I faced him and gave me my answer
"Nishinoya..."
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I'm sorry!!!!!
My phone has been taken away from me... kinda.
I won't be that active and I havnt been writing cause I dunno what to do so I beg of you to help me with ideas.

Well with this story, you decide what you answer him.
Once again I'm sorry.

I'll talk you guys next time ^^

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