I don't want to stop feeling,
I want to stop doubting myself,
I don't want to stop breathing,
I just want to sleep,
I don't want to forget,
I just want a break.
I want a break from this life,
From the pressure,
I want a day away from school,
From the teachers,
From the kids,
From the grades,
I want to get away from it all.
I want to walk away,
I want to leave the heartaches,
my insecurity,
I will not be a perfect child.
I will not get A's,
I will get D's sometimes,
It doesn't mean I don't care,
It just mean's I fell behind,
I have more things on my mind,
Voices in my head,
Telling me to give up,
To stop acting,
Saying I am weak.
I do fight against it,
I get headache's,
I get bad mood swings,
I will be upset,
I will be mad,
I will be both,
I will isolate myself from everyone,
I push people away,
I lie to the people I care about,
I cry alone,
Never on someone's shoulder,
Never with someone,
I don't ask for help,
As they don't understand,
I opened up to one person,
The one person I loved,
He meant the world to me,
After the break up,
I vowed to never open up again,
As nobody will understand.
