i havent eaten since five days before i was brought here. so its been six days since ive eaten. they try to get me to buy i dont.
ashton enters my room. "hey luke." i dont anwser. "please luke. you need to cooperate." " i want michael." he sighs "ill see what i can do."
the nurse wakes me up. "you have a visitor." then michael walks in. i bust into tears. he hugs me. "why?" he asks i shake my head. "im not okay thats why." "have you been taking your meds?"
"no..." "ugh, luke why?" " whats the point? whats the poimt of being happy if i cant be with you?" "were just not meant to be okay. im sorry."
"whats his name?" "calum." i nod. "i love you, michael. goodbye."
he leaves. i talk to the nurse about leaving and i can choose to leave whenever i want to. i choose to leave now.
i go home listening to last kiss the whole way there.
once i arrive i just go to bed.
it's been almost two weeks since ive eaten. im almost skin and bones. good. ive been living on water since before i was in their.
i still miss michael so much. but he still doesn't care so why live. right?
it's been to long since ive eaten. at this rs he maybe two more weeks. i really don't know. and i don't care.
