You spend days and hours looking for Gerard, he comes home but in a ambulance and they tell you about how he tried to commit suicide, and was highly depressed, you keep him home and away from sharp things that night ,he gets in the shower with you fully dressed and starts crying, you and him sit there into he gets up and out, you take off his clothes and lay him down, before you could walk away he grabs your wrist and in a weak soft voice says " please don't leave me" you put on a bra and underwear you lay next to him and he squeezes the fuck out of you.
Gerard asks you if you will commit suicide with him, cause you are his heaven and you can't live without him, you kiss him on the lips and say no,he just lays there while you get up to make him some food, you come back and see Gerard is missing out of bed, you turn around and see Gerard stand there, he pushes you onto the bed and takes off your underwear, he pulls you close to him and inserts his member into you,you feel a knot form in your stomach, he forces the rest of himself inside of you,you arch your back and let out a moan, he pulls you close to him and roughly rubs his ribs onto yours,you grunt from the pain and pleasure, he
nibbles your neck then places his hands besides your head and slowly grinds you, you let out a soft moan, he looks into your eyes and says "I love you" you look at him and your eyes widen,he hasn't said that to you in weeks or months, he leans close to your ear and licks it before he nibbles on it,he stops grinding you and starts to go deeper, you let out a loud moan,he goes faster and faster into you both reach climax,you lay next to him after that and softly pant an I love you,he kisses your forehead and gets up to get a beer from the fridge.
You get up and wrap a cover around you,you tell him not to drink, he turn around slowly and walks up to you,you look at him worried, he raises his hand,and you shut your eyes tightly, he hugs you tightly and says "I can't live like this,I need to drink my problems away and you need to understand that" you quickly push him away and say "I thought I helped you" he looks at you and says "you don't and you never have,I just don't want to hurt you,sometimes i cant stand you and i don't want to deal with your bullshit" you back up slowly and run into the bedroom, you shut the door and pack your stuff and get dressed, he bangs on the door and begs for you to open the door,you open the door and he repeats I'm sorry,you push him away and leave out the house and get into your car crying, you see that you forgot your keys,you sit in the car and just cry,he walks out the house and gets in the car,he pulls you close to him and hugs you and tells you how he didn't mean any of it.
He kisses you on the forehead and says "baby I could never mean any of that rude shit,you are the light of my life" you grab your stuff and go back into the house, the next day you go to the doctor and he tells you that you are pregnant ( yeah I know I'm a little late with this part) you keep it to yourself, three months after that ,Gerard says "you look a little... Well um... fat" you look at him and say "I'm not fat,I'm pregnant" his eyes widen, you remember that your moms first child,your brother was a miscarriage, three months later, you are home alone and Gerard is recording a song at the studio, someone tries to rob you,as you walk into the living room you see them and one runs up to you and knees you in the stomach and stabs you in the stomach four times and they leave, you run to get a towel, you rush to the doctor and he says "oh this is bad " after the scan,they hurt the bad and it has internal bleeding, they say you can keep the baby in there and have a miscarriage or an abortion.
You go for an abortion and don't tell Gerard, but he finds out from a call, the rest of your days are depressing, you end up in a mental ward from trying to kill yourself and cutting yourself, "you will get out in four weeks they say" you tell yourself, how they said that to you the last weeks,those four weeks are over and they let you out, Gerard and you run up to each other and hug and kiss, he takes you home and you spend the rest of your days with him.
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