Poetry

My Hidden Feelings

I know this is crazy,

But I want to say three simple words.

Not on paper.

Not in a drawing. 

Not in the way I act.

I want to speak it.

So, here it goes, I guess.

You're cute.

You're sweet.

I love the way you smile when out eyes meet.

You're insane

And funny.

I love describing you as my honey.

Everything I say to you,

I mean them.

But the reason why I hide my feelings

Is because I don't want you to run.

You may not believe that you're perfect,

But you are.

You're the sun to my day.

When I tell all my friends about you and think about you,

I smile.

When I'm crying,

I always wish it was you comforting me.

I always want you to be there.

That's why I'm scared.

I'm scared that, one day,

You'll no longer be there.

That if I say the words in my head, 

You'll become overwhelmed

And run from your problems.

But I'm tired of being scared.

I'm tired of wondering if you'll say it back.

I don't care anymore what you do.

Do anything but run away

When I say "I love you".