Some things bout my Depression (Lyfe Update)

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So I think you all have a right to know whats going on in my Life at the moment and why I just seem Kinda Off.

My life has just come to the point where It just hurts so much right now. So Imma Explain it the best I can And all names if included are going to be changed for Privacy Reasons Thanks. :)

1. All My friends IRL Are pretty much being very sucky friends right now. My Bff that I Have been friends with since the 1st grade has been, Getting to me lately. She and I havent really hanging out too much lately. Lets call her....... Jenny. SO Jenny Does Skating and Is gone m ost of the weekends for Compititions. My birthday Is In 2 days And I invited her but she cant go because she is going to be In Another state. She tlks about how shes so excited to go and When I bring up my party so changes the subject. Its Like -_- !!!!!!!!!! And then at lunch she sat at another table when There was a spot by me cuz someone had cheetoes and Then AFter school I was like "What the heck?" She was like "Sorry Hannah Had Cheetoes and I wanted some." And then I got really mad and was like "SO cheetoes are more inportant than sitting with your BFF?!" and then she changes the subject.....Like...BOI!!!!!!!!! And I feel like My only IRL Friend Is grace (She has an account on here that why I didnt change her name) But we go to diffrent schools! And then I have another one but we only hang  out in school so yeah............It just makes me feel so Ignored and helpless. And just plain depressed.

2. My birthday Is in 2 days......And my dad is working a double.....I wont see him on my birthday. :"(

3. PEOPLE. SUCK. 

:)

~Dimond



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