The hunting life

Chapter 10

You tried to walk out of the room but Dean grabbed your wrist and Asked, "Wait. You wanna know why i'm so worried about you and why I care so much?"

You and Sam both looked at him in shock as he said, "Its because I love you Y/N."

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You stood there and just looked at him you didn't know what to think. All you wanted to do was say you loved him too but you never knew what love felt like. You could tell that the way you felt for Dean was different then you have ever felt for anyone. But what was love? 

Sam didn't know what to do either you managed to say, "Dean I-I don't know what love is." 

You put your head down you felt the glare of both the boys on you. You lifted your head and your eyes meet with Deans as he said, "That's okay."

You let him pull you into a hug at first you didn't know why this was happening but you couldn't help but enjoy it. Ever since Cam died Dean has always been by your side. He made everything better for you. You knew that is was a bad idea to get to attached considering you both were hunters but you couldn't help it. 

You pulled away from Dean and walked over to Sam and you gave him a hug. You knew this had to be hard on him too. Him and Cam where close and he liked her.  You looked up at Sam and said, "I know how much she meant to you Sammy." 

He smiled and then the hugging was over. You all walked down to the impala and headed on your way back home. Sitting in the back seat you almost forgot about Cams death. It was like for the first time you where happy again, but then you looked down at your phone and seen the picture of you and her and you knew no matter how much being with Sam and Dean made you happy. No one could take the place your little sister had in your life. You would always feel like something was missing. 

You still wanted to kill you mom for killing Cam and you was still frustrated that you haven't found her yet. Since Cam died all you wanted was revenge but now you still want it but at the same time you now understand that it will take time before you find your mother.  

When you got to the bunker you went to your room. It had been a long time since you had been in there. And boy did it feel good to be back in your bed. You where almost asleep when your phone went off. You looked at it and it was an unknown number you picked it up anyway. 

Person: Hello? 

You: Who is this? 

Person: You think you know what happened to your sister but you don't. 

You: Who is this? And what do you mean? 

Person: Cameron told you it was your mother right?

You: Yes

Person: She left after the hunt you had where a shape shiftier was involved correct?

You: How do you know that? 

Person: It could have been the shape shiftier.

You:  Who is this!?

Person: I'm the person that just found your mother dead and she had a note with her with your number on it. 

You didn't know what to say so you stayed silent.

Person: And my name is Chrystal Lock-heart I am a hunter. Is there a place I could meet you to give you this note?

You: Ill see what I can do. I wont be alone though. 

Chrystal: Didn't think you would be. Just let me know a time, place and date.

Then the phone went silent. You weren't  sure how to feel. You had so much on your mind it was driving you nuts. You weren't sure what the note said, how the women knew about everything, why Dean loved you, And you had to find the shape shiftier that killed Cam now. All night though you thought kept shifting back to the thought of Dean saying he loved you. You asked your self: What does this make me and Dean? Will things be different? Do I love him back? Why do I keep thinking about this? Is it normal that want another hug? Why do I feel better when hes in the same room as me? 

These where all things you couldn't answer. You slowly started drifting off to sleep. Right before you closed your eyes you remembered hearing Sam and Dean outside your door.

Sam: You should check on (Y/N) shes had a rough day.

Dean: Shes probably sleeping Sam. 

And that was all you heard.