What are these feelings?

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by Jish_gAy_Dun

by Jish_gAy_Dun

Notifications: One new message from Spookyjim

Spookyjim: Hey Tyler I have question for you

I do too. Questions like if you'd accept me. Questions like if your single or not. I have a need to know this. I dont actually know why, but I do.

Tyjo: Yeah?

Spookyjim: What do you look like? I never thought of that until I in school today we were talking about online friends and the dangers of it. I'm just curious

Tyjo: I'm only a 17 year old. Nothing much. Just, brown hair, skin, short, bones, flesh, you know?

Spookyjim: ..can I see what you look like?

Tyjo: *attached image*

Spookyjim: WOAH. Your actually cuter than I thought.

Tyjo: So what about you?

Spookyjim: *attached an image*

Josh had blue hair. His sides were buzzed, bit the fluffy part was as long has about 2 1/2 inches at most. His eyes, a beautiful brown shade color. He had a nose ring, it was kind of attractive. His smile was wide, it could brighten up the darkest room. It could calm an entire stampede. His eyes did a cute thing with his smile. He's really attractive.

Tyjo: Damn. Didn't know a cute guy like that exists.

Spookyjim: Heh. Thank you.

Should I ask him? What if he hates me. What if this is what starts the lose of friendship? I'm terrified of what he would think about me.. Terrified if I said anything he'd hate me.

Tyjo: Your welcome. Hey.. Can I ask a bit personal question

Spookyjim: Yeah what's up?

This could turn out to be a terrible mistake.

Tyjo: Are you with the lgbtq community? ((I am. Putting it out there I'm in the community))

Or not..

Spookyjim: Hell yeah. I have friends in the community and I think I'm there also.. Don't hate me for that tho-

Tyjo: Why should I if I'm in it?

Spookyjim: Wait you are?

Tyjo: Ye..

Spookyjim: Awesome! You have all my support.

Ended a lot better than I thought. But I still have no idea if he gets the feeling in his stomach like I do.. Or gets confused by the way I get talking to him.

Its like I already got attached to him and its only been a month. I know practically everything about him. He probably doesn't.

But if he doesn't... Then.. What are these feelings I have?