Chris's P.O.V.
Ugh. I cant believe Damon is coming. I hate him with a fucking passion. And no matter how much Indigo loves him, he still treats her like crap even if she wont admit it. He has cheated on her many times before at party's when she wasn't around. It bothers the hell out of me because I love her. I'm not going to lie, I love her so much it hurts. But she's with him. Which means tonight I'll have to watch him treat her like shit. I was snapped out of my thoughts when we pulled up to Tj's place.
"Dude! We're here!" Indigo laughed waving a hand in front of my face. Damn her laugh is sexy- I mean cute....
"Yea sorry, spaced out. Oh and Indigo I was wondering if you wanted to come ov-" great. Her dick of a boyfriend's here.
"Lets go party!!!" Tj yelled going inside followed by everyone else with me and Ryan at the end.
"Buddy, I told Tj about Damon cheating and he's gonna make sure Indigo finds out." Ryan reassured me patting my back. He's the only one who knows how I feel about Indigo and Damon cheating. I would have told Indigo but Damon would know it was me and would get to me using Indigo. He was twisted as fuck. Believe me.
"She better find out. It hurts to know shes being treated like crap." I sighed. We were soon in the party. Loud good music, lights off, making out, beer, pot. It was a Tj party. We were all hanging out talking when I noticed that Damon's hand was roaming around Indigo. He was grabbing her fucking ass right in front of us!
"Baby," I cringed. It seems that Indigo noticed. Fuck. "I wanna dance." Damon said looking at indigo.
"Uhh babe, Kara and I are sorting something out. Music stuff babe. You know how much it means to me." I know exactly what hes gonna do now, and before he can say anything to her I but in.
"Yea, they wanted to help us out with a couple songs we should be done in a little while." I said giving him a fake smile.
He rolled his eyes. "Sure. I'm going to go get a drink." And then he was off. I gave Ryan and Tj looks and Tj was off saying something about how he wanted to change the music. Actually he was following Damon.
About an hour later alot of shit had happened. Indigo found Damon- not just making out with some girl but fucking some girl. She acted mad but I looked at her after it happened and saw so much sadness in her eyes. Ricky and Kara had a drinking game and are now drunk as fuck making out with each other on a couch. Worst part Indigo went all out. She took shots with Tj and Balz said that he just caught her smoking pot. I cant see her like this.
"Where did you see her?" I asked Balz.
"Over with all the potheads where Ricky and Kara are." He responded pointing over in the direction they she was in.
"Thanks dude." I said patting his back then walked over and saw her. I saw Indigo smoking up a storm with tears in her eyes. Her eyes weren't that blood shot so she wasn't to bad. I picked her up and put her in the passengers seat of my black van driving over to my house. My parents were here and I didn't want questions so I took her over to her place and layed her in her bed. I was about to leave when her fragile hand grabbed mine.
"Don't go..." She whispered with tear stained cheeks.
I picked her up taking her blanket and took her downstairs laying on the couch with her on top of me. I grabbed the blanket and spread it on top of us turning on the TV.
"Yea mom its me.- I'm just going to stay at Ryan's place tonight.- I don't know when I'll be back.-Okay love you to.-Bye." then I hung up cradling Indigo in my arms as she cried.
"Its all going to be okay." I said reassuringly running my hands through her hair.
"No its not. I don't deserve anyone. I'm so useless. And I'm not drunk... I filled my shot glasses with my water saying it was vodka because that way I could blame anything stupid i do tonight on that. I'm not even really high.. I had a couple drags but that about it.." She said in a quiet tone. That means she wasn't just saying the things she said. She meant them and that hurt me. It hurt me knowing that dick could make her feel like that. She interrupted my thoughts with something I never wanted to hear from her mouth. "He's one of the reasons I cut."
I lay there astonished. She fucking cut herself. She was the last person I wanted to hear that come from. I pushed her up and sat her on my lap and she looked at my now teary eyes. "Never-ever, do that again." And now something I hoped would never happen like this. "Indigo, I love you so much it hurts me to see you like this." Then, I kissed her.
(Hey! So here is the new chapter cx left it on a sort of cliff hanger. How do you guys like it so far? there arent many of you but i love feedback and suggestions c:)
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