Chris's P.O.V.
Indigo told me to get into the passengers seat not caring I brought my own car. I texted Ricky to come pick it up. Indigo just looked in front of her even though we could get out now letting her hair fall in her face thinking I wouldn't see her cry. No ones seen her cry. Not even me or Kara.
"I-I'm so sorry.." She repeated to me a couple times between sobs. "You should'nt have had to see that. You shouldn't be brought into this. I love you Chris, and I cant see you get hurt because of me. I cant." She said crying harder shaking her head. I lifted her head up.
"I dont care if I get hurt or not. I really dont." Seeing her like this was so bad. No one has seen her like this. "Because I fucking love you Indigo." She kissed me looking in my eyes.
"I cant wait." And then she kissed me even harder. So much passion. So I kissed her back and we went into her house. She decided she wanted everyone to come over to hang out and stay over.
She came back from the kitchen and and smirked wrapping her arms around me whispering in my ear. "Everyone else sleeps down here. But we get my room." Then she smiled and kissed me softly. I nodded smiling back. "Everyone should be here in about 2 hours. Wanna do something?"
"How does coming over to my house for a little bit sound?" I asked grabbing her waist. She smiled and nodded and we headed over to my house. We got in and i yelled to check if anyone was home. No one. We went up to my room and she sat on the edge of my bed as I went through my CD's. She came up behind my wrapping her arms around me.
"Slipknot?" she asked. I nodded and put in Iowa. I sat beside her on the edge of my bed and we started to talk.
"Indigo, this may sound rude but, what did that ass do to you?" I asked turning my vision from the ground to her.
"He hurt me Chris. He has hit me before. He's called me every name in the book. He fucked other girls then said he loved me. He was an ass to not only me but to you guys to. But he was all I could get. And Chris I need to tell you something about me.. ya know..cutting.." She looked at me now. I wasn't ready to hear this.
Indigo's P.O.V.
"I've been cutting since I was 13 Chris. It's not just his fault for that. When Kara told you I was on a vacation last year, I wasn't. I tried to kill myself. I downed an entire bottle of pills." I confessed. his expression was blank and stunned. But when I looked at his eyes- I saw sadness, regret, anger, but also hurt. Like I just stabbed him or something. Which I sort of did. If he told me this being the person I love I would've felt the same way.
He still didn't say anything he just stared at me starting to cry. After 20 minutes he hugged me and whispered in my ear. "Baby.. Please..Don't ever do that again. I need you like I need air. I cant live without you. Please I love you." he said between quiet sobs.
"Im going to try for you. Because I love you to." And after that we 'Fooled around' until I got a call from Kara saying everyone was on their way.
About 30 minutes later we were all in my house chilling out in the living room drinking monster, listening to Kara's play list until Tj decided he wants to play a game. Fuck.
(Oh Shit cx next chapters gonna be fun to write. it could be up tonight or in the next like 5 days idk)
