ONCE (Kyuhyun Fanfiction)

PART 2 ^^

 *** AFTER 3 MONTHS ***


The girl's health wasn't good, she was ill and she didn't know what is her disease yet. Her health was going to worse and worse, day by day.
She was going to doctor without letting Kyuhyun know. She hadn't said anything to Kyuhyun then one day Kyuhyun learnt that she went to hospital secretly.


When she came home he asked with a great anger. ''Where did you go today?''

She had to say lie because she didn't want to upset Kyuhyun.

''Oh, why are you yelling at me? I was at my friend's home? Why are you angry?''

''Ohh! Really! Does your friend lives in a hospital?'' he said and laughed nervously.

''W-what!?''

''I followed you after you left home. You went a hospital but why? Why do i feel that you are hiding something from me? And why have you just said lie to me?''

She panicked first but she knew that she must tell him the truth.

''Kyuhyun... I lied because i don't wanna upset you, you don't deserve this. I don't know how can i say that but... I'm dying Kyuhyun, okay?'' she started to cry.

Kyuhyun walked toward the girl and held her cheeks. Caressed her face with soft touches.

''No, no... I can't lose you now... I found you late and i don't want to lose you soon. What's your disease? Maybe we can get treat you. You will be my wife, promise to me?'' his eyes filled with tears and then tears flowed from his eyes.

''I'm cancer but we can not do anything in this situation because finding a suitable stem cell is almost impossible.'' she hugged Kyuhyun and he kissed her...

''We have to go to the hospital right now!'' he said and then he pulled the girl to the door with himself.

***

''Why are we here? Why did we come?'' she hadn't understood Kyuhyun's aim.

''Can you wait for a few seconds? I will come back quickly.'' he said and left her alone in the entrance of hospital. She sat on a couch and started to wait. After half an hour she worried and called Kyuhyun.

''Ok, i'm coming now. Please wait a little bit more my sweety.'' he said and turned off the phone. Then he came with a doctor.

''___, i talked with the doctor and if my stem cell is suitable for you, i want to cure you with myself.'' he hugged her at the moment.

''But it's dangerous, you can't do that...'' she didn't know what she could say.

''Without you i can't live, because of that i have to keep you alive. How can i watch you while you are dying? If you were me, what would you do?'' his eyes were filling with tears again.

''But neverthless-...''

''Please ___, let me cure you if i can...'' he almost begged.

Then doctor involved the conversation. ''Kyuhyun-ssi is right. If his stem cell is suitable for you, you can get old with your children. Death isn't the only section.'' then he continued... ''Kyuhyun-ssi please come with me, we must control your stem cells.'' Kyuhyun did what he said and went with him.

***

''Did you see? You can be healthy again!''

''I couldn't give a chance to this possibility. I wouldn't wait such a thing... But your stem cells are ok for me, i still can't believe that. Thank you Kyuhyun.'' she said with a cute face.

''Thanks for what? Please don't thank me. You are my everything in this world and i must protect you from anything else that can give you harm.''

He was really love her and he could do everything for her health and happiness. He wanted to build a family with her but first of all he had to save her.

This operation wasn't very difficult but there was always a bad possibility of course... And this possibility was about to happen. She was waiting for Kyuhyun in front of the operation room. She has waited for a long time and then the door opened.

''Everything is ok?'' she asked to the doctor but doctor's face was very bad and worried. He was looking like a person who has seen a ghost.

''Sir, are you okay?''

''I-I'm sorry... I'm so sorry madam.''

''For what?'' he didn't speak with the girl and started to walk. She looked after him. She was in a hospital so she know that she can't shout. The girl understood that something was wrong... After that time she started to cry. She hadn't known nothing yet but she knew the worst possibility about the operation. Then she collapsed to the ground and no one lifted her.

When doctor came, she didn't notice him. The doctor's hands were shaking and he couldn't speak properly.

''I couldn't do a successful operation.''

''What does it mean?'' she asked while wiping away her tears.

''Miss ___, i'm really sorry but he couldn't get over this.''

''You know what!? You are a doctor and you have to save people's lives. Your job isn't saying sorry, your job is saving lives. No matter what you have to do this!'' she broke down and started crying again while she was sitting on the ground.

He said nothing to her. After that she started to talk again while her voice was vibrating. ''Is he still alive or not, tell me the truth... I deserve to know this.''

''Please be calm Miss ___. Yes, he has lost so much blood but we're researching for his blood type AB Rh-. Unfortunately his blood type can not finding easily.''

''Here is a hospital, you have to find! Find that blood type immidately!''

''Yes, you're right, here is hospital but we have no AB Rh- blood right now. We're trying to find it at other hospitals. But we have no time either at all. I have to go now Miss ___. I'll let you know everything, okay? Please trying to stay calm.''

***

The doctor yelled at nurses. ''How would you do this? I entrusted him to you! I must fire all of you!''

''We're sorry sir. We had to look after him, you are right at all your words.'' the head nurse has spoken with a sad voice.

''He has surgical scar inflammation now! You guys looked after him very well! Thank you!''

''Please don't wear off your nerves sir.'' one of the nurses tried to appease him.

''Is this possible? Because of some incompetent rats like you, i'll be guilty! If his girlfriend prosecute me for letting her boyfriend die, i can not work as being doctor anymore! You stupid rats!''

''If we-''

''No! We can do nothing right now! He's losing blood minute by minute and he has a scar inflammation! Do you think that we can save him? Don't be imaginative!''

''Okay, maybe we can't save him... But still... We can save the girl...''

The doctor said nothing and thought about it. ''Yes... YES! We have to make an operation at once! We have a chance nonetheless!''

***

''Madam, we have to do surgery on you, you know, we'll give you your boyfriend's stem cells.''

''But he's in the operation room still and we don't know w-''

''Ma'am you're dying! We have to do now!''

The girl was worried about Kyuhyun but she had to accept that, because she thought that if she's not gonna be operated so why Kyuhyun endured a lot of pain?

She went with the doctor and hoped that everything will be alright.

***

One of the nurses brought her round gently, three hours later after the operation. Her first question was ''Is Kyuhyun alive?'' nurse wouldn't say anything because she started to cry after the girl's ask.

Doctor came to the room and explained everything to her.

''We found the blood type but...'' he stopped for a moment.

''But? All the words are wrong before a 'but'...'' she whispered by herself.

''But he had a scar inflammation... Even we gave him blood, he unfortunately wouldn't manage to live.''

''So you're saying... He died?.. He died for i'll be able to live...'' she started to crying with a huge scream. She was screaming like a crazy, she didn't care that she was in a hospital. Nurses tried to hold her but she pushed them with a great anger. When she was crying, the doctor's eyes filled with tears too and he left the room.

''IF HE HADN'T HAD A SURGERY, HE WILL BE STILL ALIVE! HOW WOULD I BE SUCH A SELFISH PERSON!''

............


*** 6 MONTHS LATER ***


''My lovely Kyukyu

I'm still alive Kyuhyun-ah... Because of you i'm alive and healthy now. I want to thank to you. Forgive me... You wouldn't have died if i had never met you. You were my first love in this world and you will be the last one too. I love you and i will struggle with life no matter what. I want to thank you for making my life more beautiful and successful from then.

With a great love from your only darling...''


She wrote such a letter and then buried that into Kyuhyun's grave. While buring the letter she poured out plenty of tears on the tombstone.

''I'll never upset you while i'm alive and then eventually i will be soil as you... When the day we meet comes again... Can you welcome me like the first day we met? Don't be angry against to me please...''

Then a dog came near her. Whereupon she wiped her tears with a handkerchief. ''You are upset too? Why are you walking in a graveyard?'' she asked kindly.

The dog murmured and got close to her. She patted its head gently.
''Maybe this wasn't a coincidence? What about you my friend?'' asked while she was chuckling.

The dog putted its paws on her knees, she ran her hands on its furry and she hugged it while she was crying.

''Kyuhyun-ssi... Can i call the dog 'Kyu'? I wanna carry a piece of you in my life?''

Dog barked joyfully. ''I think it loved this name?'' she smiled and sat down near to the grave. She couldn't image that but Kyuhyun was watching her above the clouds.

''I'm not angry and i love you too baby.'' he said.

While sun is setting, she decided to return to her house and said goodbye to her love. She taked along the dog with her.

She will be live for Kyuhyun's spirit from now on...


-THE END-