Hold on Tight (Kendrick Lamar, August Alsina, MB Fan Fiction)

Chapter 5

when we hooked up we sat down

made an agreement, we vowed that

that we'd always be together through whatever

we said that no one would ever get between us

this love would never ever leave us

this was a while ago

but now lately it feels like

I mean I feel like all we do is fight

every single night

can't keep it tight, can't get it right

 I just wanna go back, take it way back

all the way back, can we start again

do it over, can we straighten it out

we work it out, cause

I don't wanna...

be without you, be without you

I don't wanna..

live without you, live without you

I don't wanna...

go without you, go without you

I don't wanna be alone....

** Justine Skye - I don't wanna**

~  Naomi's POV~

I looked down at my phone and saw that once again for the 12th times, Jacob was calling me. I finally answered the phone so he would leave me the hell alone and stop calling me.

'WHAT DO YOU WANT NIGGA DAMN?!? BEEN BLOWING UP MY DAMN PHONE ALL DAY LIKE WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?? SHIT IT CAN'T BE THAT DAMN IMPORTANT FOR YOU TO CALL ME THIS MANY TIMES.' I yelled in frustration, wishing he would just walk out of my life and hope that he would never come back with his cheating ass. In my 15 years of life, I've been cheated on alteast 2 or 3 times by my past relationships, and they would usually cheat for some reason they didnt't even know their damn selves. But, of course I've learned from those mistakes and that's why I'm doing what I'm never going to trust anyone with my heart the way that I trusted him with my heart.

'I still love you Naomi. Why are you so mean to me? What did I do to you? Tell me so that I can fix it and never do it again.' he said choking alittle bit in his voice

' well I don't love you anymore Jacob because you're a piece of shit  and you're a cheater.' I said sounding frustrated and hanging up the phone. Tears formed in my eyes because somewhere deep in my heart I still did love Jacob. We had been together for 3 years, we had been through everything together. He was my first love and I was his first love, we lost our  each other's v cards to each other. But if that's the way that things have to be then, I guess that's how they're supposed to be then. I opened the kik app on my phone and clicked on Taylor's name.

royals : i just broke up with Jacob

a$ap killa : because of what happened with him and that Theresa girl?

royals : yea, I started crying when we hung up

a$ap killa : awee stink, it's alright, there's more niggas in your bag of fruity pebbles