We Are Made From Broken Parts {On Hold}

Bullet

The only thing I could feel was the pounding in my head and the cold tile of the bathroom floor beneath me. As I struggle to sit up, my arm rubs against the rug causing it to start bleeding again. The trickle of blood down my arm reminds me of why I am here. As I look around, I realize that the floor is covered in semi dried blood which means I was only lying here for about an hour. I quickly stand up and regret it as my vision blurs. "Well this sucks." I whisper as I gently clean all the blood off of my arm. I am about to open the door when I realize that there is blood still all over the floor. "Ugh. The guys are gonna kill me." I mutter and quickly grab a towel.

After a few minutes of uselessly scrubbing the floor with a towel and some water, I realize that it isn't going to come off like this. "There's gotta be some bleach somewhere..." I mutter and open the door. Sitting right outside the door is Dylan and he jumps onto his feet as soon as he sees me. "April, are oka-is that blood?" He asks as he sees the towel with dried blood on it. "Dylan I am fi-" I say and am cut off as he pushes the door to the bathroom open. "April. Why?" Dylan asks as he sees the blood stained floor. "Dylan, you don't get it! You dont understand me! You barely even know me! All I ever wanted was a normal life and now I don't even have my family!" I shout at him as tears roll down my cheeks. "April, It'll be okay." Dylan soothes me as he pulls me into a friendly hug. I reluctantly hug him and cry harder.

"I see whats going on here." A drunken voice slurs. I quickly lift my head to see Jorel standing a few inches from the door frame. "J, what are you doing?" Dylan asks as Jorel stumbles towards us. "NOW YOU'RE FUCKING CHEATING ON ME?!?" Jorel screams as he hobbles closer. "Babe, you're drunk." I say slightly backing away. Of course he doesn't listen and just keeps heading closer, his eyes intent on Dylan and I. "Jorel fucking Decker!" I shout. "Did you hear me? You are drunk! Go lie down, fucking moron." I mumble the last part to myself. "Get the fuck off of this bus." He whispers quietly. "What?" Dylan and I ask at the same time. "I SAID, GET THE FUCK OFF OF THIS BUS, YOU WHORE!!" He shouts, his voice cracking from the sheer volume. "Fine! Good bye Jorel!! Have fun fucking whores and drinking alcohol your whole life!" I shout back at him as I grab my jacket and run out into the middle of Utah, USA.

(Ha! Fake cliff hanger! Did I get ya? No? Jk jk, the story will go on...) 

~Jorel~

"Ugh. What happened last night?" I mutter as I walk into the tiny kitchen area. I had just taken some Aspirin and chugged some water, but my head was still pounding like crazy. "April's gone."  Dylan says flatly. I instantly whip around, staring at everyone with an accusing glance. "What did you guys do?" I ask, seething. "We didn't do anything. Well, at least you thought we did last night." Dylan replies with a calm voice, but I can see in his eyes that he wants to throttle someone. "What happened?" I  ask again, the anger evident in my voice. "You kicked her out, dude." Charlie says and stands before walking away. "Stop playing games with me guys! What the fuck happened!?" I almost shout. "Fine, you really wanna know?" Dylan asks and I nod. 

"Basically, you went to the bar to get drunk and do god knows what else and April thought you were mad at her. So she goes and locks herself in the bathroom and fucking cuts herself- and then a few hours later, she comes out holding a bloody towel and freaks out when she sees me. I didn't know what to say, so then I pulled her into a hug. Oh yeah the best part is coming... So anyways, you fucking walk in and freak out, telling her that she is a whore and asking her why she was fucking cheating on you. And then you kicked her out. You basically told her to leave and to not come back. So, fuck you!!" Dylan yells the rest and punches in me in the face. I stagger back from the force of it and fall, my back hitting the wall. And all I do is sit there. I definitely deserved it. Tears start falling as I realize that I just broke our fragile relationship and all because of me...