" Lurking In The Shadows"

" Chapter 42 ~ "

well, I headed out to the woods to where I always hunt because it was always there when I went. so I was like half way from where I hunt I smelled it and was hoping it was it. because I know there was more than one but I was sure it was it.

because it says it was watching over us I know saying it was not so good of a name but  I didn't know what it was maybe getting more answers this time might help. Hello, are you there I had to come this way so I would not be followed.

and not behind the house. are you there. yes, I am and you made a very good choice. how do you know so much about me I don't understand please tell me I can't right now did you talk to your uncle like I said.

well, I did try but he hides in the house and sends my aunt out to tell me he was not there. but he was and she made sure I knew he was to so I gave a bluff that if he didn't talk to me by tomorrow I was gone to say what was in that letter.

so hoping that will help. yes your uncle can be stubborn at times but I'm sure he will come around soon." how do you know my uncle, yeah I know you can't tell me yet ok I got it but don't like it at all. I know dear child but it is what it is.

you sound just like my papa with y'all words it is what it is well that sucks and it is what it is. look, child, it's time for you to go home you hear me, yeah I do but I will be back tomorrow. and I'm sure you will." and you know it because you know me so well.

don't be a smart-ass your just like your father. what you know him to man this is just wrong that I have to wait and see what's going on from one man. that is hiding and don't want to talk to me and that mean I will be always hanging in the dark.

know you won't now go its getting late get out of the woods ok. but why is all this happening to me what did I do to get all this. it is not you child and you will find out soon enough well I sure do hope so because I didn't ask for all this shit.

and why it is all happening to me just because my family had messed up and I  have to pay for it and it is not right at all for us to get the shit that they did. look, child, you don't know that and soon you will understand so don't be judging

till you know the facts. now go leave they are coming because they can smell you like you can them now go we will talk again. ok I'm gone but I still don't like it but as of now I really don't have any choice do I. sorry but know you don't but you will one day soon.

yeah, that's what you say when you got an uncle that hides and don't want to tell you shit yeah some real good damn luck there for me..well guess I will hear you tomorrow because I sure can't see you. believe me, I wish you can but it won't even happen." but why.

because you can't  if you saw me you wouldn't understand and I'm sorry so go now, please. ok, I'm gone but will be back. oh I know you will and looking forward to it to goodnight Carla and kiss sam for me.

see what I'm saying what's going on here. please go we will talk more tomorrow ok. yeah, I'm gone but I will be back you hear me, yes and I look forwards to it. goodnight Carla and don't worry so much because the thing will come together real soon. ok now go.

ok, I'm gone thanks for nothing because I'm still at a dead end. so how we say it until tomorrow we will talk again. shit, I was almost at the house and was thinking how dumb I am that I was maybe talking to myself but it did say it was not born that way. man, I'm just going crazy

that's it because there is no one out there are anything out there talking to me, yes that's it I'm just going crazy that is the answer shit I'm losing it are should say lost it. if I talk to kyle about it will he believe me thinks I'm crazy and think I done lost it.

and I would not blame him one bit because here I am questioning myself lord help me. well I got back to the house thinking if I should tell him are not I never been so confused in my whole life but I really needed someone to talk to before I go crazy are I'm already there.

hey, kyle can we talk, please. I would but you have company. and I laughed oh yeah like who there is no one out here that even knows me are even cares that's not true I do. sorry, kyle did not mean it towards you. that's ok I know well, your uncle is on the swing he said that you and he made one day.

are you for real yup he is out there so baby give him what he needs to no. I was is shocked not because my uncle it was because of kyle he cares more about me than I ever would have ever known. ok, I'm gone to go and talk to him ok.

take your time because I will do the cooking and girl stuff tonight I laughed and said ok. when I'm done I will come help you .ok but I won't let you so now you go do what you have to do and I will be right here. thank you. 

I went to the back to the swing and sat on it and said what do you really need to tell me and stop keeping me in the dark. its such a long story and you were very young. really, uncle, my family gave you my litter sister and stuff and that's not only it.

I know child". oh, do you." you were not told because your papa was supposed to tell you everything." hey guess what uncle he didn't so it left you last in line to tell me because you are family right. look, child, don't get smart." uncle it's Carla now not child anymore.

you have lost that child a while back like since I got here and you told me nothing and just left me hanging here even knowing sam was out here with me was you, not an afraid for her I bet not." well know I was not because I knew you would of watch over her and take care of her and you did.

oh yeah, uncle and you know who is out here and I need some answers now I won't wait anymore what did y'all do". child what do you mean what we do come on uncle I know you are in it too." what do mean I think you already know.