" Lurking In The Shadows"

" Chapter 45 ~ "

with tears coming down my face and I was so angry at my brother for not even being by her side and I was so pissed as I walk out the room and shut the door behind me so gently. then I went where my brother was and said I hope you are happy.

he said what-what do you mean you hope that I'm happy now. really brother are you that damn stupid your wife she has just passed away and you were not there by her side at all and you make me sick  because your wife really did love you

but know you were too damn blind to see it, yes what we done was wrong but where was you all that time who was you with when you be gone for days and your family home alone and they needed you and she could of left you a long time ago but know she loved you

even when you were gone now you think about it for a while you hear me and I'm ashamed of you for even being my brother well I got to get home and tell the new's to your child and my family lets us know when everything will be ready to take her to her resting place.

Carla its late and I'm tired but I will be back tomorrow and tell you the rest. ok uncle thank you for letting me know what was going on and yes I will see you tomorrow and you can tell me the rest ." ok night child night uncle now get inside before dark. yes, I know uncle I will.

well, I walked inside with mix emotions didn't know how to feel I just wanted to cry because it was so much to take in at one time. now I know why my uncle was dodging me I would have to and there are still more to come to listen to.

tomorrow do I even want to hear but I know I have to so I know what's going on around here and who that is are what it is out in the woods talking to me. hey, Carla hey kyle. are you ok yes I'm fine I guess do you need to talk know thank you not right now

anyway he sure had a lot to tell me and he will be back tomorrow for more because it was getting late so we stopped for the night? and right now I'm so mixed up with emotions I can't even think straight I just want to cry I'm so sorry Carla

that you have to go through all this but if you need to talk I'm right here and if you need a shoulder to cry on it is here too. thank you, kyle for everything and being here too I will always be here as long as you want me to be I know and thank you.

I told you that you don't have to thank me for being here because this is where I want to be and I should thank you for it and let me here and letting me in your life and there is no other place I rather be but just here with you and I hope you

don't think I'm coming on too strong and if I am please tell me because I will back down. know kyle you're just fine I feel the same way about you and sorry I don't show it. well, Carla, you have a lot going on right now and I very much understand you so

don't worry about that right now. I will be here and you that. well, kyle what did you cook for us today some good old fried fish and taters is on the menu tonight. well, that sound great hey did sam and your brother come back yet know

but she did radio in and said they was leaving from there and that was about 15 minutes ago they should be here soon. good because didn't feel like gone and hunting for their ass tonight anyway. man, it sure has been a long day today.

and really not ready for tomorrow aww man. what we got to go hang the meat shit I'm just so tired with this you want to go with me. what do you think I will go get it so just rest, for now, be back in a little ok. all right I must have dosed off on the couch.

as he gently rub my shoulder wake up sleepy head what I fell asleep I'm sorry let's go and bring that meat know me and my brother done went do it but I woke you up so you can eat and get yourself a good shower I'm sorry I fell asleep

it is all fine I told you that you worry too much so please stop. ok, I will well is the food ready because I'm hungry. yes its done great well I will shower first and change then come and eat. be out in little take your time I will keep it warm for you. aww thanks

ok be out in little i went to my ma'ma and papa's room because that's where I been sleeping now my room and I looked around and all the emotions came back to me when I looked at the bed and was thinking how my poor ma'ma was 

alone without me and the man she called husband that did not check on her and I started to cry and went to the showers and changed as I walk out the room i notice Kyle looking at me with tears rolling down my face. are you ok Carla

yes I was just thinking that's all thanks are Y'all ready to eat? yes, I was waiting for you the others done eat oh ok well let's eat I was gone to fix my plate he said sit down I already made one for you. aww, thanks.and what would you like to drink tea, please.

and kyle if you don't mind after I eat I just want to go to bed. yes, Carla, it is fine go and get you some rest and kyle can you please come with me so we can talk a little just don't want to be alone in there tonight. yes if you need me I told you that you

can always talk to me thanks and yes I need to talk some if you please yes I will be there after my shower and clean up this mess are it can wait. yes, it can wait after I get my shower I will be there ok. thanks see you then night sam night Carla.

hey sam how was your visit with your ma'ma it was great and she met clay and she likes him. and I smiled well that's great now you only have to let him meet your papa now. oh, Carla now that one will have to wait and she laughed I know right.

well, Y'all night see Y'all in the morning ok. ok night Carla Luv ya sis luvs ya to sam.