JEALOUSY //BTS COMPILATION//

*Jealousy 1.1 Kim Taehyung

Its just one of those days, or maybe times; that Taehyung acts like this. When his girlfriend calls it jealousy, he corrects her by saying its just overprotecting. But, actually does he really know how to tell these feelings he had apart, was it really overprotecting what's his or is it just of pure jealousy?

Pure blind jealousy? Who knows.

Out of anger, he didnt thought it all when he would say things  to her. He loved her alot, but the feelings he had was beyond control. He couldnt help it, at times. Sometimes its safe in his palms, but sometimes, it got slipped eventhough he had tried so hard to endure. He said it all without letting the control, control him.

"I saw you with him again. Who is he really? Dont give me that bullshit saying he's just nothing but a friend.", he asks out of curiosity and anger overwhelms him. Moments ago he spotted his girlfriend, Hyemi with some other guy,which she had spent alot of times meeting him at the college grounds.

Though she had told him that the guy she's with is really just a friend, they just happened to have to meet in order to discuss about the assignment they are paired on to finish with. 

But its really hard to convinced him somehow.

"I told you already, its nothing but strictly because of assignemnts ,Tae" ,Hyemi said simply as she sips on her drink. Feeling so overwhelmed with tiredness, since she had came home late last night from her part time job and then had to continue on doing another assignment she had to pass up in another 2 days.

Taehyung absentmindedly stared Hyemi's cup of coffee. His chest heaves out heavily, feeling it so painful to even do it . But Hyemi didnt bother to notice.

At times like this , is when Hyemi just couldnt help but to just ignore some of Taehyung's stupid jealous episodes since it had been happening since day one of them being together.

Its sometimes too much, and Hyemi just couldnt accept the fact that even her own boyfriend doesnt trust her but doubts her irrationally more than what he's supposed to.

"You like him dont you?" ,Taehyung asks but sounded blunt, but it really does sounds like he's saying a clear statement, which is actually the opposite.

Hyemi immediately sighs deeply. She looks up to him from her drink, observing the face of her green eyed- boyfriend.

"Tae,please dont be this way. Why do you keep assuming things?"

"Its pretty obvious isnt it? Who knows probably you two had meet up secretly behind my back.", he scoffs.

"Im really stressed out and tired right now, and youre pissing me off,Taehyung. You and your stupid jealousy. Would you stop being selfish and once think about how I really feel?" Hyemi spat softly as she leans forward , doesnt want to gain any attention from other people.

Really, she couldnt take it anymore. Plus with all that fatigue and lack of rest and now addition of Taehyung's blind jealousy, and oh how she wish she can just make him snap out of it completely.

Taehyung just sits queitly after that. He bit down on his lower lip, having something to say to Hyemi but he knew it'll worsen the situation and made Hyemi even angry.

An angry Hyemi, its really rare for him too see, thats when he knew he had fucked things up too much.

" Did you saw what we really do? Was it looked like I was flirting with him? Its upsetting that you always jump into such assumptions. " ,Hyemi said again, never did she ever feel so disappointed to be treated this way.

Taehyung bit down on his bottom lip even harder, to the point the colour of his lip changes from pink to pale,or worse it could even cause it to bleed anytime soon. He didnt dare to make eye contact with her now that she's upset.

He really knew it when he'd fucked things up, because this isnt the first time as said at the first. He had been lucky that Hyemi always try to convince him on anything she doesnt do but all he ever did was doubting her. Lucky enough that, Hyemi still tries to adapt with his acts of jealousy or was it actually insecurities?

It could be though. We should know that men are humans too and they feel insecure as much as how women would feel. Regardless having perfect appearance, its just so sad that he would feel insecure of himself.

"Well, you know what Taehyung? Fuck it. Im done, because Im tired of your same shits all the time. " ,she sighs, as she lifts her bag, slinging it over her shoulders then leaves the cafeteria. Not once did she bothers to glance back at him after that, afraid that Taehyung might think she's just taking this as a pretend-to-be-upset kind of thing. Nope, not this time.

Taehyung looks down on his lap, fingers fiddling together. Tears threatens to fall at the corner of his eyes. But he holds it in, knowing he's still in public and the least he wants is to have the other students there saw him crying.

Guess that, even his own stupid jealousy acts affects himself too in the end.

this is now edited. I will put a '*' as a sign on the title.