Kpop imagines (Hiatus)

Bts V

You and Taehyung are best friends and have been since preschool and were now in high school together.

You being the silly girl you are and not learning anything from k-dramas had sadly fallen in love with the dork.(seriously pay attention to what they trynna tell you in k-dramas, #dontfallinlovewithbestfriend)

You were heading to your locker thinking of ways to tell him you liked him when he suddenly came running at you.

Your p.o.v

"_____!! ____!! I have something really important to tell you" "Are you listening?!!!!" I quickly covered my ears trying not to go deaf. "Yes, taehyung I'm listening, shesh will you be quiet, my eardrums nearly burst" I said while giggling and slowly headed towards my locker. 

"Well, what were you going to tell me?" 

"Well you know that girl who sits next to you in English"

"you mean Jisoo, yeah, what about her?" I was getting quite worried now.

"Well, I was wondering if you could give her this letter," he said while handing me a piece of paper.

"what's written in it?" I replied while opening my locker.

"ugh, it's kind of my confession letter~" he said while scratching the back of his neck.

"oh, cool, I'll be sure to give it to her then." I replied while slowly closing and locking my locker.

"I got to go now but I'll see you later," I said slowly turning away.

"Ok, byee~~~" He ran off.

It was lunch time so I decided I'll go sit alone on the roof to think. I wanted to cry I couldn't believe he liked jisoo, I mean yeah she's pretty, sporty, really smart but so am I. Oh wait no I'm not. I mean I guess I could just not give her the letter, Ugh no don't be selfish _____, he's your best friend, he should be happy. Ugh I hate life right now!!

The bell rang snapping me out of my depressing thoughts. Well guess its show time.

(In English just before the teacher comes in)

I slowly walked through the class room door and could see Taehyung staring at jisoo, if only he would just look a little to the left and notice me. I walked over and sat next to her.  'Just breathe _____, you can do this, it's only giving your love away to someone else' I let out a long sigh and just did it.

"hey jisoo, i have something for you" I turned and looked at her with the nicest fake smile I could manage.

"Oh, thanks ____, what is it?" She asked smiling with curious eyes.

"Oh, ah, it's a letter from your secret admirer hehe~" I said passing here the letter while trying to sound excited for her.

She smiled at me and thanked me. 

As she was reading so was I, "Your smile is what gets me through the day", "When I'm alone I think of what I'm going to say to you but then when I see you the words just seem to leave my mind" "You make what doesn't matter fade to grey" "You're like a magician, every time I look at you everyone else seems to disappear" 

She had a light blush across her face and was smiling like a dork. While she was sitting there in a world of happiness, I was sitting feeling useless and unloved. I wanted to be the girl that made taehyungs day, I wanted to be the light in his darkness, and I thought I was for such a long time but now I know I truly am just a friend in his eyes. 

(Time skip to after school - Brought to you by jimin has no jams, but you can)

I was walking to my locker to put my books away, but as I walked around the corner I immediately regretted my decision and wished I had of just walked straight home.

Tears slowly escaped my eyes as I saw jisoo and taehyung hugging while she was giggling the words yes. Just as I was about to turn around and walk home I heard taehyung call my name.

"_____-shi, hey!!" he said while waving at me and slowly walking over to me with jisoo.

"Hey, tae" I said in a quiet voice looking down at the floor, trying to wipe my eyes.

"hey, what's wrong?" taehyung said putting his hands on my face forcing me to look up at him. Just his touch alone made me want to run away and bawl. But I didn't want to ruin his happiness. So I plastered on my most believable fake smile.

"nothing, haha, just allergies, so what are you two doing?' I asked trying to sound oblivious.

"Jisoo said yes to being my girlfriend!!" He said while smiling like a little kid.

Jisoo blushed and hid her head against his shoulder, they looked so cute together and it truly broke me. She then turned to me.

"_____ thanks for giving me the note and getting us together, come with us for ice-cream as a thank you token" She said with a genuine smile.

Taehyung wrapped his arm around both our shoulders "Hey, that's a great idea, lets go"

I slowly slipped out of his hold, and shyly shook my head, not wanting to be with the couple for another minute.

"no I'm fine, I really should get home, I-ugh have to study bye" I didn't give them a chance to reply and just ran straight home.

(home) 

I quickly ran to my bedroom and slammed the door leaping into my bed. As soon as my face made contact with the pillow I released all my tears that I had kept inside. I just couldn't stop crying, my best friend, my crush, the person I've idolised forever is with someone else. He's happy without me, he doesn't need me anymore. All those thoughts were running through my head while I let my emotions just consume me. 

Why didn't he realise that I could make him happy? How did he not notice my feelings towards him? Why can't I be the girl to make him happy? Be his everything, be everything that he is to me.

Why does he not love me back?   

Hey guys~ I hope you enjoyed it! Sorry if it's bad I'm still trying to get used to writing this kind of stuff. Request are open so just message me or leave a comment if you want a story, I do every group. Well seeya later byee~