Why Even Try?

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(Sans' POV)
I was stupid. I was retarded. I was dull-witted. This innocent kid was going to die because of me. Why would I even think of throwing a bone at them? A kid? Well, what happens next, I can't afford to care anymore. Why am I alive? I apparently throw freaking bones at people if they make me angry. Papyrus was right. This child has changed our lives and brought us all together as a family. And guess what? Guess what I did to destroy that?! Yup. That's right. Death. I don't even know what I'm going to do with my life anymore. Be depressed all my life I suppose? Frisk doesn't deserve this at all. I would rather throw a bone at myself instead. But nope! Me being doltish and killing a kid. I don't want to fricking live after this! It's not like they killed any monster down here at all that I know of! I cried in front of everyone too. Wow. But it's definitely worth it. I really care about this kid, so does everyone else. I don't know why I try. That's not worth it. I guess I'm just not a safe and caring monster. I go impaling kids with bones if they make me angry. Haha NO. I try to be safe to be around. I try to care. I TRY. But that gets me nowhere. Told you so. Frisk spared everyone down here including me. They were nice. Once again, I tried to be a nice monster. Everyone else thought I was kind. They will change their thoughts about me after Frisk passes away. I killed the one who spared me, by attacking them. What an asshole I am huh?

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