I woke up with a banging pain in my head.
its dark.
oh no. dads going to kill me. I quickly stud up ignoring that pain in my stomach and then ran to the store and ran home.
"WHERE WHERE YOU? " I heard dad call "s-sorry" I stutered.
I didn't know what to say .
soon I was pushed into the floor by a hand into my stomach. I wimpered
"get up." he stated I couldn't
"get up. this isnt over" he grabbed my hair and held me up and punched me again, again and again. I couldn't hold my weight up, I tumbled to the floor. then the kick started. I just lay there.
my body was in pain
but he didnt care, darkness overwhelmed me and I felt darkness overwhelming me. I slowly closed my eyes and pain drifted away.
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my eyes opened, I was still on the floor. I heard snoring from the couch, he was asleep. I slowly crept upstairs and grabbed my razor blade. I have been trying to stop but its hard. I grabbed it a gently forced it down my thighs. I did it there so no one will know. but you see it wasnt enough. I forced it over my wrists. a smiled. it gave me a release. I quickly banged it and got change then ran out, I needed some me time.
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Fanfictionim judged, im bullied, im abused im done. one direction fanfiction. daisy is bullied and abused. she is bullied by one direction but what happens when they find her diary. will they stop her from doing something she will regret or sit and laugh?
