theres something wrong with me *one direction*

sugar

I walked out of the house and ran into the forest. 

I must of walked for a good 15 minutes. 

I came up to the beautiful stream and one massive tree in the middle of all the small trees.

I climbed the tree, until I reached the branch with the beautiful scene of the rest of the forest. 

I come here alot. my mind is free here, I can let off my gard and still feel safe.

I pulled out my dairy from a hollowed out branch and started to write.

today it was terrible.  the boys caught me walking to the shop, ive never been in so much pain, I guess I deserved it though.

I mean I did ignore them.

but they knocked me out meaning dad gave me a beating when I got home. It wasn't as bad but still bad enough to knock me out.

so I cut my thighs and wrists. I know I should stop but it and this is my only escape. 

Im horrible.  I just need peace. 

id love to die but theres somany options. 

ill have to wait im sure if the time comes I will know.

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I sighed as I closed the book placing it back in its spot.

I heard twigs snapping. 

wait what. 

I never new people took this path.

I climbed down and looked in the direction making sure I was well hidden. 

"well where is she!?" I heard a irish voice call in annoyance. 

"I saw her, she must be somewhere around here" harry called out ..

oh no.

they followed me. sugar

I stayed well back.

"come on lets go shes clearly not here" liam called out.

the boys nodded.

all but harry.

the boys left, harry stayed, he walked to wards the small lake and sat ona log,

he sighed.

god hes hot.

wait what.

I did not just say that. did I? 

I mean hes horrible,  behind the plump red lips and gorgeous eyes theres a demon inside.

I mentally slapped myself as I ran past him making as little sound as possible and ran straight home.

harrys pov..

I sat down on the log.

I know I saw her.

that bitch.

I cant stand her.  I mean I know smart and pretty but she's. .well shes.  well urm.

well I don't know  I guess I just bullied her because I can.

oh well

why stop know?

I sighed. im sure I felt a birst of air running past me, then a crack of a stick but when I turned around no one was there.

oh no. im going mad I chuckled.  I made my way back home.

A/N hi so yeah this chapter wasnt the best but it will get better love you! xxxxxx