*29 days later*
It was so close like 6 days away but tomorrow was the meet and greet I literally could not sleep at all which was weird because when your 17 all you do is sleep.
When I woke up I pretty much lost it I was so existed because today I was gonna meet my idol I got in the shower put on my clothes and straighted my hair. Then I got in the car to go get Maddi. On the way there we got 2 caramel frappes at Starbucks because neither of us had sleeped that night.
So when we finally going there I could stop saying what the fuck is happening. when we got up to the front off the line I started cry I literally saw her and bursted into tears I was about to go talk to her. At this point I couldn't stop shaking, we started walking up to her and I litterally wanted to scream all I could think about was nothing, my mind was blank. I was about to pass out she was right there "oh my Jesus...holly fuck...shit what do I do...what do I say FUCK." I whisper to Maddi. She just looks at me and laughs at this point we were right there I.. I had to say something, I needed to know what she smelt like...In the most akawardest way humanly possible I look up and say "Hey."
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Ok so today Ke$has little brother said he would marry me .. but Idk if he knows it was me cuz he doesn't know me but according to internet land I am know part of Ke$has family.