Fundamentally Loathsome

3. If You Can't Live Without Me;

* DISCLAIMER: Contains explicit language, drug use, violent references, sexual content.

[ COREY'S P.O.V ]

"This is the last song we perform tonight. We just put this together a few hours ago for you crazy MOTHER FUCKERS!" I screamed into the mic. The crowd went nuts.

"You are wrong, fucked, and overrated! I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything. I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything! AAAHHH... Shallow skin, I can paint with pain. I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain. Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE. But I guess I don't care anymore. AAAHHH..."

I glanced over where Frankie is waiting, and see an odd look on her face. From how far away I am from her I can't exactly tell what she's feeling.

"Fix my problems with the blade. While my eyes turn from blue to gray. God, the worst thing happened to me today. But I guess I don't care anymore. AAAHHH... You are wrong, fucked, and overrated! I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything. I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything! My flaws are the only thing left that's pure. Can't really live, can't really endure. Everything I see reminds me of her. God I wish I didn't care anymore. The more I touch, the less I feel. I'm lying to myself that it's not real. Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal? I'm never gonna care anymore. You are wrong, fucked, and overrated! I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything. I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything! You're wrong and overrated! I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything. I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything! SUFFER! What the hell am I doing? Is there anyone left in my life? What the fuck was I thinking? Anybody want to tell me I'm fine? Where the hell am I going? Do I even need a reason to hide? I am only betrayed! I am only conditioned to die! You are wrong, fucked, and overrated! I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything. I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything! You're wrong and overrated! I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything. I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything! You are wrong and overrated! I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything. I haven't slept since I found out my whole life was a lie! This is the end of everything. You are the end of everything!"

I screamed my thanks to the crowd, throwing the microphone down and walking off stage in a hurry.

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[ FRANKIE'S P.O.V ]

I can't focus on much from today. Everything is still a bit fuzzy. I do remember my earlier conversion with Corey. Despite what I say and how I act, I'll never get over the love I have for him. He's the only person who has truly loved me. Or so I used to think. After the day he packed his shit and left, I've felt empty inside. No want for anything.