Delicate | n.s [COMPLETED] #wattys2017

06

my love for you
is like stars in the sky ,
you may not see the
clusters
or burst of light .
But it is always their
shining , for you

- by Michael T. Coe

Helplessness is the worst feeling in the world. Opening eyes to a bright light was not a good decision Niall decided as soon as light blinded his vision.Groaning he turned around only to be meet by body resting beside him.He could see the planes of the chest in front of him moving up and down rhythmically. A small smile crept on his face at that , maybe Harry really is with him and came for him.

But the smile quickly turns into a ftown as he thinks "why would Harry be here ? He didn't even answer your calls".He figured it was Louis , as he such a worrywart. Chuckling at his overly caring friend , he smiled sadly as he should be happy that his friend cares for him. But the intensity of Harry's love and his warmth is something he is been missing.

It is driving him crazy and tears start to form at the thought of Harry leaving him. He couldn't help but think he has messed up and lost the only thing that mattered to him more. He couldn't help but feel like that .It was hard for him to accept his own reality and it drove him crazy at the thought of Harry not talking to him, that one person you gave everything to will not expect you. It eats him alive not talking to Harry , of not been loved by him. It hurts the most that Harry can reject him.

Worry comes to his mind at the thought of Harry leaving him so to avoid that he kept himself away.Now he can't help but think that he has already lost him .

He blinks his eyes ,tears falling down his eyelashes. He yawns cutely stretching his arms out and turn to look at Louis snoring.

"Lou ! Get up !" he says lazily and turns into his bedsheets trying to get a clear look. Louis only snores bringing a hand around him and pulls him close. Niall sighs and pulls away the bedsheets from his friends face only to come face to face with the beauty in front of him.

He straightens up gasping moving slightly away as his eyes travel the long brunette curls spread on the pillow and some on his face. Little snores coming from the slightly opened pink lips as the person sleeps calmly still pulling Niall him.

Not believing his eyes Niall pinches his own hand to check if he is dreaming.

It is Real.

His love is here .

He slowly kneels in front of him not wanting to disturb him and rakes his eyes up and down him. His eyes travelling up his face taking in his calm face and soft snores. His little fingers travel over his skin , thumb rubbing beneath his eyes. Lots of questions are making their way in his mind , lots of question starting from the very first ...what is he doing here ?

He smiles as he leaves a shaky breathe taking him in , its far too surreal and he doesn't know what to do . He bends down and slowly kisses his forehead moving down to his cheek.

Smiling at him he decides to make a quick breakfast for them both, he is sure that will make the brunette very happy. He gets out of the bed and puts on his shorts and moves out towards the kitchen.

Happiness bubbles inside of him as he gets to work . It is amazing how his helplessness turned into Happiness just by a person's presence.

Time moves as he looses himself in his work , thinking about all the things he wants to say to Harry to the questions he wants to ask , starting with what is he doing here. So it comes as a surprise as a voice comes in the quite kitchen .

"What is going on in here ?" His heart beats wildly at the raspy voice he knows so well . He turns around and places the pot in his hand on the counter. His blue eyes rakes over his boyfriend's half naked self from the lowly hung pants to the tattoos decorating his torso to his bright green eyes that makes up his days.

Niall forgets all about his questions and talks he wanted to have as he feels giddy at the thought and reality of Harry being here, with him. He feels like a kid on Christmas who just got his present. He smiles widely as he says " Umm nothing , only making pancakes " , he knows how much the businessman loves them and likes when the blonde makes them.

So warmth spreads in his chest as Harry smiles widely. "Good ! My favourite!" With that he sits down . Niall wants to throw the pot away and run to him , wants to jump into his arms and taste his lips . He has been wanting to do that since the last time Harry kissed him , which was like a week ago.

He places the pot and takes a step to move into his solace but then halts abruptly. Flashes of Harry ignoring him , of silent treatment he received , of him crying on the floor of his bedroom. Pain surges through him out of the blue making him lock eyes with Harry , who has his green ones already boring in his.

Silence follows , silence that Niall has come to hate the most in his life. He wants to tell Harry the truth , wants to feel loved again but he understand Harry's reasoning and his actions towards him even though they hurt. So he gives the brunette man a small smile and takes the pot in his small hands. He quickly turns around as tears brim into his eyes and coughs a little his throat closes on him .

He doesn't want to have another breakdown. He is avoiding one especially in front of his man , that is if he can call him his anymore.

But it is inevitable , the breakdown as everything freezes , his steps halt and the pot in his hand falls down as those words ring in his ears , the words he swear in a heart beat he will never ever forget.

The words that brings tears down his face , his chin as his hands shake . The only noise in the apartment is the clattering of the fallen pot.

"Forgot my morning kiss princess ?"

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A/N

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This was suppose to be a 10 chapter story , but as you can see its already 6th chapter .So I don't know maybe it will be 16 or 20 , BUT not more than that .

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