Sometimes You Have To Die For Something Beautiful (a Remington Leith Fanfic)

Chapter 6

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Question of the day:
What's one of greatest bands in your opinion 

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Remingtons  P.O.V

I looked over at Lina, who was laying on the bed next to mine...you're probably wondering when we got here. Well after the uh...incident that happened on the bus I quickly left and went up to the hotel room I was sharing with her and went straight into the shower. Once I got out she was already in here and asleep on the other bed.

So naturally here I am now,watching her like a fucking weirdo. I saw her move so I quickly looked away, fearing she'd wake up and see me staring at her as if it's not awkward enough,but as I thought she was about to wake up I heard her emit a soft sound

Wait...was that a...moan

Even if it was I wouldn't be surprised seeing that I did get a little bit too touchy on the bus but eh

I looked back over to her and chuckled before getting out of my bed and walking over to hers and gently shaking her shoulder

"Wake up dollface"

Startled,I jumped back slightly as she opened her eyes and inhaled sharply. I looked down at with a worried look as her bright blue eyes stared into mine before a frustrated look  appeared on her face

"What?" I asked,cockpit my head to the side

"What?" She asked quietly,sitting up and glaring at me "has anyone told you that you're kinda bipolar at times? I mean like seriously one minute you're acting like I don't exist,then you go to treating me like I'm your best friend THEN you go acting like a horn dog and pinning me against a wall trying to fuck me then...Then! You go back to the first one!" She said angrily,looking up at me before standing up

I mean I really can't say I'm not doing that cause that is exactly what I've been doing right? Right

I shrugged in response which I immediately regretted as a look of agitation crossed her face

"Jesus fucking Christmas Remington you're doing it now!" She groaned and rubbed her eyes before turning away from me and rubbing her eyes "What happened to you that made you do this? Did I do something? Cause if I did please tell me then I'll leave you alo-"

My eyes widened slightly and I cut her off. "No no no its not you" I spoke,looking at her back. She sighed and turned around,looking at me with those bright blue eyes of hers

Damn those eyes..damn them

"Who is it then? Who hurt you so much that now whenever someone tries to get close you put your walls up?" She asked softly as her eyes changed from being frustrated to being concerned

I bit my lower lip to stop it from quivering and turned around,wiping a lone tear off my cheek as all of the past memories I've tried to keep locked away, finally broke free and zoomed into my head

God no please don't break down. Not in front of her. Not in front of anybody..then they'll care and then they'll miss you and th- FUCK