Part 5: Lonely

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Have you ever been in a room full of people, but you still feel lonely and hopeless? That is how I feel everyday of my life. The feeling of having people around only make the pit in my heart deeper and darker. I can't let anyone in, in fear i hold them at the border so as to make sure they don't breach the weak security that i have protecting me. " It's for the best," I repeat to myself as i watch people go in and out of the room. " It is for the best." My Father never even tries to get me to talk anymore. He knows i won't let him in either. He is a person, so he can still cause damage to my already broken heart. I am in a room full of people, and i still feel lonely. That's the only feeling I know.

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