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the doctor walked back in and after taking my blood work and asking me all these questions took a few more tests just to make sure but she said i was pregnant. i was like um no i took the test it was negative.

but she said it was a false negative and i'm freaking out Peyton is gonna get suspicious on why i'm not talking to him even though i want to and i should but i'm not going too and he's with rowan so i don't know what i'm supposed to do and i don't want to tell my friends because i don't want them to think low of me

so i decided i was gonna fly to Colorado and visit my aunt who was in the same situation years ago but no one waned to help her so she gave up the baby. i don't want to all. i can think about right now  is how this will effect the baby and no Peyton or rowan or anyone else but my baby. obviously they didn't care enough about me to call me after i went to the doctor randomly and didn't come back

or the fact that i care about Peyton and all he cares about is rowan and that's fine i'm happy he's happy. but he's willing to cheat on her with me then leave is being a flat out fuckboy and it's upsetting because i thought we really liked eachother i guess not. maybe i should take a break from this lifestyle

ANOTHER CLIFF HANGER sorry it's so short but hey at least i updated

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