16. im not fine

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Sabrina pov

i was freaking out i'm the good girl from disney channel going through a growing up to fast/troubled girl phase that's now going to last a life time because of one okay two drunken one night stands and i just turned the golden boy all the little girls wanted into the broken boy all the dads hated

i couldn't tell anyone. my friends would hate me they wouldn't know how to react to it and i honestly don't blame them if sophie or lauren or ava walked up to me one day and said yo im pregnant and the father has a girlfriend and a life for himself i'm not gonna lie i'd judge them at first like

what in hell were you thinking ?
do you know what protection is? is this like the time from friends joey realized condoms have a 3% chance of failure? how did this manage to happen if you judge people for being hoes but then become? one i just don't get it 

well i get it now and i don't know what i'm going to do. do i give it up even though i know i might be able to provide for it might because my career will probably be over when this gets out.

after that it all went black

Sorry it's short and a cliffhanger but then again i'm kinda not sorry

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