I stood quiet at the brink,
There's nobody I await, this time,
of all the pain that flows, as I blink,
I can't put myself together, as one.
I stood it all, I bore everything,
your bullets, I shielded somehow,
and this blood I shed for you,
is all I'm left with now.
My mind refuses to think,
My breath is caught up in a stammer,
I wish I learnt my words,
before I taught you the whole grammar.
It's not like me to feel like this,
like a crumpled can, once at your lips,
today dealing with trash, I wonder,
Why I existed ever since.
I wish I stopped it all,
The love and care I grew,
I wish I never stood that tall,
because one day awaited my demise,
the downfall.
And as I try to gather these pieces of a mess,
With shattered edges, broken to the core,
I tremble, I shiver, to a fear,
I'm drowning somewhere, I don't know.
The light I radiated for you,
gulping darkness as my apetite,
I never knew I'd die this way,
left alone, at the last mile.
And as you spit at my withering grave,
I don't see nothing but darkness,
I wonder if that's how this ends,
I wonder why I'm the weakest.
I wish, We never met,
I wish, we never talked,
I wish, we never thought,
I wish, you left me,
not.
