and now you're dead //phan [PERMANENT HIATUS] (book #2)

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it had been a while, almost a whole month in fact, since phil's heart shattered into thousands of pieces.

a month since dan left to go back home. 

a month since phil last saw dan's face.

a month since dan had been to school.

a month. 

phil was slowly going insane, his mum was working a lot more than before, she sometimes forgot to say her 'i love you's  or 'stay safe, honey's. 

whenever he closed his eyes, his mind started drifting, drifting to the darkest corners to find the most horrible memories that he had tried so desperately to dig down and forget. but the demons in his head always managed to dig that little box up again, and it hurt more every time. so much more. 

he had nothing, no one. 

phil, he felt so alone.

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heeeyyYYYYYY hoes, guess what, i'm back. 

soooOOOOoooo i'm gonna try and update at least once a week, but i'm positive it'll be more. i hope you're gonna like the sequel 

(also this chapter sucks(great start))

~josh🐝