and now you're dead //phan [PERMANENT HIATUS] (book #2)

six

"phil?" pj whispered into his dark hair. in response he just got a quiet grunt from the sleeping  boy in his arms. "angel?" he tried again.

"what?" phil mumbled, almost inaudibly.

"it's almost seven, i was just wondering if you wanted to eat something" peej told phil.

"i'm good, thanks anyways" he yawned and rubbed one of his eyes with the fist that wasn't tangled up with pj. "but if you want to eat something you can always just take something you want from the fridge"

"i'm kinda full on ice cream, but do you want some water, at least?"

"yes please" phil answered quietly, but before peej could get up from the sofa phil snuggled his face into pj's chest and held him closer, making him giggle at phil's adorable gesture. 

"i won't be able to get any if you trap me here in your arms" pj said and leaned his head down to kiss on top of phil's hair. phil didn't really mind, it was nice having someone physically close to you once in a while. pj on the other hand took every chance he got to be near phil, all kinds of feelings swirling around in his body.

"okay, i'll let you go, or will i?" phil smiled and looked up to meet peej's eyes. "it's like i'm an evil witch who has trapped the kingdoms beautiful prince, and not wanting to set him free"

"i think that you're secretly the beautiful princess, then" pj said and then laughed slightly at phil's reaction.

"i'm not a princess! i also want to be a prince, but with my luck we would live in two different kingdoms that are enemies because of things that happened in the past. then we would meet and knowing us, fall in love and date secretly"

"phil..."

"wait, crap, i- i didn't mean it like that" he mumbled. pj's heart clenched a little as he heard a quiet sob escape phil's lips.

"it's okay, i understand" pj whispered. "though, it wouldn't be such a bad story"

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aaaahhh this is killing me

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