Seventeen / Justin Bieber

Chapter 4- Forgiveness

Song for this chapter is;

He Is We- All About Us

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"I should have known, It was just one night. You used me and then you threw me away!" I was shaking. I put some clothes on "I thought that you love me, but I was wrong" I screamed.

"No,I do April..I do love you." He muttered.

I started packing my stuff and went downstairs. He came right after me. He held my chin, making me look in his eyes "Look, you got it wrong." 

"I didn't get anything wrong Justin. Im leaving and now you can move on to your own life." I whispered in madness. He grabbed my arm "Can we talk?" he shouted. "No! Leave me alone"

When I opened the door, Cody was standing in front of me. My head hit his shoulder, and little of my lipgloss went onto him "Im sorry." I groaned and passed him quickly and started to run..I was crying so badly. How can he do that to me? I already told him that I'm seventeen. I should have known that. He's like fuckin other guys.

Justin's pov

'' What's going on man?'' Cody asked. ''I-I hurt her.'' I whispered. I wasn't even sure that Cody heard that.

''Okay let's talk okay?'' He said and led me into the living room. He waited for my speech. 

''How did I do that? I said I love her but did she believe me? No she did fucking not! But It's my fault. Man.. I love her.'' I said, took my head between my hands.

''Justin, what did you do? Cody asked. He was confused.

'' She's just seventeen and I took her virginity then I behaved like an asshole.'' I sighed.

''Oh...but you can call her and say you're so sorry.'' Cody said. 

''I don't have her number.'' 

''Really man? You fucked her but you didn't take her number? You're an asshole.''

'' Thanks bro, thanks for everything you've done worse.'' I said. ''But I know where she live.'' 

''Then go. I can drive you.'' He said. 

I described her house and few minutes later we were in front of her house. He stopped the car and said '' I'll wait you in car.''

I got out of the car and walked to her house slowly. I was confused and afraid to drool. I knocked the door. She opened the door and saw me. Her eyes were red. When she was closing the door I put my foot between the door. 

''Wait! Can we talk for a second?'' ''No!'' She was still trying to close the door. 

''I'm sorry okay I didn't mean it I swear! We met few days ago but I can't get you out off my mind! Please April don't do that. Can't you see how I'm sorry?'' I shouted.

She began to cry. ''Just go Justin okay? Just go.'' She whispered. 

I pulled my foot and she shut the door..

April's pov

He was knocking the door every second.  I watched TV,read magazines but all I can think was him. So I looked at the roof to see if he was still there. and yes, he was. Outside seemed cold, like it could snow every minute. I didn't wanna leave him there,freezing. 

I bit my lip,watching closely as he shivered. I sat back on the couch. I was worried for him but I can't be with him. I can't handle that pap, fan or hater things. I'm in high school and I have to finish my school or my parents would never allow me to stay in New York. 

I opened my laptop to get rid of all the thoughts in my head and saw photos of me and Justin getting out of his house,my mentions was crazy. Fans were going crazy and they were already hating on me, some of them were thinking that I'm just a slut he hired, some of them were saying that I am his new girlfriend. God,Why is everyone so dramatic ? I mean we are not boyfriend and girlfriend. I guess.

How long was I on twitter? It's been 3 hours. Wow. I looked at the roof again and he was sleeping on the bench. I ran upstairs to my closet,grabbed a blanket and got out of the house. 

''Justin!'' I shouted, shaking him. ''Justin cmon get up!'' He was still sleeping. I slapped him slowly. He finally woke up. ''Lets go home, Justin.'' I said and wrapped his arm around my neck. ''I-it's s-so cold.''  He whispered. 

I took him to my room. He began to speak. ''Ap, I k-know I was w-wrong b-but just p-please  forgive me. I-I b-behave like an a-asshole j-just p-please.'' He whispered, still shaking. ''It's okay Justin.'' 

While I was going to make him some tea, he hold my hand. ''No, w-wait. Did you f-forgive m-me?'' He asked with curious eyes. ''Yes, I f-forgave y-you.'' I smirked. 

He suddenly hugged me. Actually, his hands was so cold but I didn't care because I really love him. Really, really love him. He was the person that I lost my virginity and he's my first love. I hugged him tightly.. 

Few seconds later, he didn't recede so I did. He was smiling. ''Um, I'll bring you some tea. Stay under the blanket.'' I said. '' Orrr you can hug me all night so we can stay warm and watch movies. Dont forget you promised about the movie.'' He smirked and lifted the blanket. ''Noo I said 'maybe someday'. '' I laughed and got under the blanket. He pulled me closer and hugged me. I put my head on his chest.

''April-''  I interrupted him. ''Please can you just shut the fuck up.'' I said. He looked at me confused.

''-I can't hear your heartbeat.'' I said and closed my eyes.

''Ohh, sorry.'' He said and never talked again..

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-April and Jane