AUTHORS NOTE
How to read is easy. Words in bold on the right (like this)
and words that are not in bold and on the left
Like this
is the actual poem. Sorry it does not rhyme
and sorry sounding really weird with the flow or whatever...
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Breath all the way out
Deeply breath in
Soft white clouds
Exhale
Watch an episode on Netflix
Something in the show
Reminds me of things
I have to put away things I bought today
Breath all the way out
Deeply breath in
Soft white clouds
Exhale
New tampons remind me of stores
And how lite tampons are hard to find
8 lite, 16 regular, 8 super
In one box
Breath all the way out
Deeply breath in
Soft white clouds
Exhale
What if I request them at stores
Or just order online
Social anxiety and all
I'll order them online
Breath all the way out
Deeply breath in
Soft white clouds
Exhale
Placed order
Confirm order
Sees coupons I could've used
Print off tons of coupons for tampons
Breath all the way out
Deeply breath in
Soft white clouds
Exhale
It's nearly 3 a.m.
And I just want to talk to someone
All I want is to chat or text or watch Netflix
Why won't people reply?
(I wouldn't mind cuddling)
Breath all the way out
Deeply breath in
Soft white clouds
Exhale
Oh yes
It's nearly 3 a.m.
They're asleep
Do I want to sleep?
Breath all the way out
Deeply breath in
Soft white clouds
Exhale
No, I'm hungry
Not tired
Ritz crackers
Stash in my room is almost out
Breath all the way out
Deeply breath in
Soft white clouds
Exhale
Go to kitchen
What do I want to eat?
There's nothing
Oh! Beef jerky
Breath all the way out
Deeply breath in
Soft white clouds
Exhale
Back in my room
Eating beef jerky
I grabbed too much beef jerky
And I forgot the Ritz
Breath all the way out
Deeply breath in
Soft white clouds
Exhale
Go find Ritz crackers
(Oh yeah. If I had taken 10 hits in the span of time it
takes to read this poem, I would be so f**king stoned
If you know what I'm saying
Heh heh *wink wink nudge nudge*)
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PuisiPoems by me mostly done in English class TRIGGER WARNING Any 2015 poems are after I got out of treatment so they might be very dark