Here is a list
A list of things
Things I think about
Every
Single
Time
Hah I have been writing
For 2 hours now
But haven't been sober since 10 pm yesterday
Here is the list
If only my eyes were cameras
I wish I had a photographic memory
What do I want to eat
I wish someone would talk to me
I feel so alone
I should start going to the gym
I will go to the gym tomorrow!
After I wake up
I get distracted so easily
I have minor ADD
Also
I may be or may not be
Stoned as a dragon
I want more Legos
I should probably sleep
I want Ritz
I want a TV in my room
I can't have my Xbox up here
Because there is no TV
I have a job
I earn money
Why haven't I bought myself a TV yet?
Oh yeah
I'm going to Germany
I only have $400 something left to pay off
After that my money will go to saving
Saving so I can buy so much crap while I'm there
Oh I have so much stuff to do tomorrow
Ugh I wish that my brain could remember everything
Mostly because then I wouldn't have to type this
Not that I don't like writing
I love writing
I'm just so distracted
And I keep correcting my own grammar
And trying to rephrase sentences so they make sense
Halp
My memory is shit
I don't know if it's because
A) I smoke too much pot
B) I am on my period
C) I just have a shitty memory
It is now 5:17 a.m.
This list went from
Things I think about a lot
To what I am thinking about now
Every now and then
I forget to type what I think
I have work in 12 hours
Goodnight
Or good morning
Or whatever

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PoetryPoems by me mostly done in English class TRIGGER WARNING Any 2015 poems are after I got out of treatment so they might be very dark