Going Insane (boyxboy)

Going Insane Chapter 5

So I finished with my first boyxboy story which is Brothers in Love and now I am finally free to focus on this story which I really think its going to be really good. At least I believe so. I decided a lot of my characters from which famous people are going to be portraited. Some of them are pornstars and I am sorry if you don't like it but I decided and they are fucking hot so I do like them. The picture is of Oliver who is played by Levi Karter---------------->

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Oliver's p.o.v


I don't know why but I couldn't open my eyes. Everything was black. I could only hear a beeping noise next to me but it also seemed so far away. I couldn't move any parts of my body. What is going on? It took all my strenth to open my eyes just a little bit and i saw light. Just a strong light that it almost made me to close my eyes. I didn't want to because the pain and the tirediness would make me to fall asleep. I didn't want to sleep I just want to see where am I and what is going on. Why do I feel strange? I opened my eyes a little bit more to see my surroundings.

"Hospital. I am in a hospital" I thought.

I moved a little but my body felt really sore. What happened?

Crash. We had an accident, a car accident.

I shifted a little bit more and then I saw Lights running towards me.

"Oli. Oli I am so sorry" She hugged me and she started crying really hard. Her whole body was shaking.

I wanted to comfort her, to tell her everything is going to be okay but something inside me was telling me it was not. Not everything is okay.

Ayden came rushing behind her grabbing her and hold her into him. She put her hands around his neck and she was bursting into more tears.

I could see that Ayden was crying too. His eyes were really puffy and red and he was ready to cry more.

" I am so sorry Oliver" He told me looking at me. " He didn't make it. He is dead" He informed me and then Lights started crying loud again while she is mumbling his name again and again.

I felt hot tears running down to my face. My eyesight started getting blurry.

" No. Please tell me it's a joke" I mumbled looking at them. " No, he can't be. He can't be dead. He can't just leave me here alone" I turned towards them begging them that is one of their sick jokes. I just wanted to see him rushing into the doors and hug me, telling me it was a freaking joke. Then punch him lightly and laugh together.

" I am sorry" Ayden said hugging Lights tightly.

" No." I kept mumbling again and again, tears falling from my eyes down to my face.

But then I saw them. His parents looking at me from the doors. His dad hugged his wife tightly while saying reassuring words to her ears. I don't know how he could keep a straight face. He lost so much.

He looked at me and smiled reassuringly. Like he knew that somehow things are going to be okay.

But they are not.

"No they can't. He left me. He left me alone" I mumbled.





Someone shook me and shouted at me "Wake up. Oli wake up"

I opened my eyes to see Lights being sitting next to me leaning closer, looking at me with worried eyes.

I sighed. I was screaming again probably.

" You had a nightmare" She told me.

" You mean memories from the past. Was I screaming again?" I asked her sitting up so my back can touch the wall.

" Yeah you did and you were shaking a little bit" She then hugged me and sighed near my cheek.

" What was I screaming?" I asked hugging her back. I really liked when Lights was hugging me. The warmth of her body made me feel a lot better but also that she was never the hug girl. She was hugging when she wanted to reassure someone that everything was okay. And when she was hugging, she always meant it. Lights was never the fake girl.

" You were keep screaming 'no. Don't leave me alone' over and over again. You know that he might be dead but me and Ayden are always next to you and pretty much alive" She was looking at me in the eyes now. " We are still next to you even when almost a year passed by. We are besties. I just wished to find that one special person that will make you to forget all the pain."

" You know what? I am pretty hungry. What time is it?" I asked smiling to her. It was morning for gods sake. Not a good thing to start with so much misery and pitiness.

" It's around 9 o'clock" She told me looking at her watch.

" For god's sake woman. What the heck are you doing so early?" I looked at her with what-the-fuck look.

" What? We are suppose to get ready." She smacked me lightly at the back of my head.

" By the way I do love you bestie" I whispered to her ear and then passed around her, getting out of my room and running down the stairs.

I heared her from behind giggling and that put a smile to my face.

" Good morning" I said looking at my uncle who was sitting at the kitchen table and my aunt who was cooking something.

" 'Morning" Lights said standing behind me.

" Good morning" Both of them said to us and then we both sat down at the table opposite of each other with my uncle next to me. 

" I made you pancakes. Is that okay? We have marmelade, nutella and honey to put on top. Choose whatever you want" My aunt Elena said to us smiling while placing the plates with our food in front of us. 

" Nutella!" We both shouted and we fought to see who will take the nutella first. 

Of course Lights won. The girl can really hit. Since she was a little girl her dad taught her martial arts so she can protect herself. After all this years she has become the best. 

" Fuck you" I mumbled since she won and starting putting on top nutella.

" I love you too" She said smirking. 

I am grateful that both of them didn't say anything about my screaming. I am sure that my parents informed them about it. I am also sure that they told them that Lights will take care of me. Lights was there for me after the accident. She was like my second mum. Taking care of me when my parents weren't there. I am just that grateful. She was strong for me as well as Ayden. 

" Where do you wanna go?" Lights asked me with her mouth full.

" What do you mean?" I asked her also with my mouth full.

My uncle was looking at me weirdly and I smiled at him with my mouth close. I am sure I looked weird like a squirrel with his cheeks full of nuts. Got the image? Good.

Lights starting laughing almost chocking.

After taking a few breaths and swallowed her food, she said " At the mall stupid. Wanna go look for CDs, books, maybe even go to Hot Topic for band tees?" She suggested.

A huge smile was formed into my face. She just knew how to make me smile.

" I guessed so" She said with a grin in her face.

We continued eating in silence.

After we were done with our food, we run up to the our rooms. 

Before entering my room she asked me " Haircut first or showering?" 

" Shower first so the hair can be wet. Get your towel and I am getting mine" I said to her.

" Cool" She mumbled entering her room and I walked into mine.

I opened the wardrobe to get mine. I threw my shirt and my pants to the floor remaining only with my boxers.

I walked out the room to almost bump into Lights.

" Jesus Crist" I yelped.

" No. I am Lights" She winked.

" That supernatural joke is getting old. Don't cha think?" I raised my eyebrow.

She was only with her bra and underwear with two towels in her hands.

" Why don't you need two towels?" I asked.

" Why do I have to repeat the same answer each time we take a shower together? Because one is for my body and the other for my long hair" She mumbled, grabbed my hand and pushing me towards the bathroom.

I am sure you are thinking " what the fuck? Taking a shower together?" Well she is my best friend, childhood friends and we already show each other naked as we had an orgie together. After that our level of friendship crossed many barriers and we comfortable with each other naked. It's not like I am getting a boner whenever I see her c-cup boobs and great ass.

She is hot. Definitely but not my type for sure.

She pushed me into the bathroom and closed the door behind her.

" I don't want to be late. Thank god I am going to shave your head this time" She said as she took her bra off.

" What the heck? What do you mean shave?" I asked and throw my boxers into a box which was saying 'dirty as fuck'.

Se took her pants off and threw into the both of her underwear. She looked at me and roll her eyes.

" Dont you trust me? I have been cutting and dying your hair for 3 and a half years" She put her hands each side of her hips showing me literally everything but I just didn't care.

" Whatever" I mumbled and got into the shower, changing the water from cold to warm.

 She stepped into the shower too and closed the door behind her.

" Do you feel better now?" She asked me as she was checking for the water if it's in the right temperature.

" Yep. Much better" I said as we were standing close to each other under the water.

" Do you remember the dream?" She asked after throwing water at her hair.

She has a thing for bets, parties, harry potter, bucket list, karaoke and the most obssessing hobby of hers which is changing her hair colour.

Right now is dark blue which suits her really well but she is thinking of dying it blonde.

" Nope" I said after grabbing the body shampoo.

" Was it at the hospital or at the car?" She asked me while taking the body shampoo for her.

" Hospital" I mumbled feeling guilty for lying to her.

" It's pointless lying to me. I can read you like an open book" She said grabbing the hair shampoo now.

" I know, I just didn't want you to worry" I said putting a little bit of hair shampoo on top of my head.

" I am used to it. I just want you to be happy" She said washing my hair for me so I did the same for her.

It was pretty funny and at the end we end up on the floor laughing our ass off.

After 20 minutes which felt like 1 hour we got out of the shower without shampoo on our bodies.

I put the towel around my waist and she put one of top of her head and the other one around her body.

 I told her " You look so weird with the towel on top of your head" as I opened the door so we can step out of the bathroom.

" You face look weird, asshole" She answered sarcastically glaring at me.

" What the hell?" Someone said and we both turned our heads to look Austin who just steped out of his room with only pants on.

I tried not look at his body but it seems quite hard to do so and I don't know why.

" What?" Lights asked grabbing the towel tightly so the towel not fall in front of him.

" You just got out of the bathroom together" He pointed out quite pissed.

" Yeah so?" I said not getting the point of him getting pissed about it.

" You have to be joking me. Were you fucking in there?" He growled.

" Hell no. I will never fuck her. She is like a sister to me" I said grossed out by the idea of fucking Lights.

" You don't have to look that grossed out, you meanie. It's not like I would like to be fucked by you" She said pinching my arm.

" Ouch, you hoe" I said glaring at her.

" And why the heck did you bath together? Usually when a guy and a girl shower together, they do it" He said.

" We just showered together and I don't know I have to go through an interrogation to take a bath. Also two people can take a shower together without banging. We are not bunnies" She said passing him and going to her room.

" If you are so jealous about it, you can join us next time. " I winked at him and pass him too.

I entered my room and closed the door behind me.

I thew the towel on top of my bed and walked towards my wardrobe naked.

I took out briefs cause I was still not sure what I am going to were. Trust me, you don't know how hard is to have skinny jeans with boxers. You just can't wear boxers with skinny jeans. It's impossible or at least uncomfortable.

After few minutes Lights came in with only her strapless bra and underwear holding a dress, shoes and a small box with her make up and haircut tools.

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