Going Insane (boyxboy)

Going Insane Chapter 8

Sorry for not updating sooner but school is always a pain in the ass and as the exams are coming closer the teachers are becoming more assholes and that means more homework for us the victims! Anyway so I am hoping that you have started to like my new book and fall in love with the charactes (at least most of them) and your AWESOME COMMENTS will mean the world to me as well as your BRILLIANT VOTES!!

This sexy dude on the side is Jake Bass(he is a pornstar) and he is playing Ayden!

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Austin's p.o.v

I don't know why I am getting pissed off with Ian and Oli become so closed so quickly. I just thought maybe me and him will get closer than anyone else since we are cousins. Ayden and Melissa are talking about school and how the system works. Brandon and Lights were talking about how much Lights liked kicking boys ass and Brandon was listening to her without interrupting her. The people who I was really paying attention to was Ian and Oli. They were talking so enthousiastically about their differences in music and they were teasing each other, more like touching each other, without noticing how close they were getting. I was pissed because it's my group and I felt so alone in this moment.

" Hey Austin. Are you okay?" Oli asked looking at me worried. Everyone stopped their conversation and looked at me.

" Yep, sorry. I just spaced out. You were so into your conversations that I was daydreaming for a second." I answered smiling even though I didn't feel like smiling that very moment.

" Okay. So what kind of music do you like?" Oli asked me.

" I pretty much like everything from rap to classic rock" I answered truthfully.

" Cool. So since you asked about our sex life why must asked how did you met Melissa" Ayden asked being quite curious.

" Well I met her through Ian. She is Ian's sister. They have like 10 months difference." I said thinking how weird is it to have only 10 months difference.

" Woww. I would have never guessed that" Lights was shocked. I was shocked too when I found out.

" Yep. I always thought that she was hot but becaue was my best friend's sister I never touched her. 2 years ago though I asked Ian's permission and he accepted so 2 years ago on Valentine's day I asked her out" I turned and smiled at her.

" And  I said yes of course" Melissa smiled at me and I leaned down to kiss her. I gave her a quick kiss because I didn't want to do a full make out session in front of the others again.

" Shit! 2 years? That's a fucking lot" Ayden sneered.

" Tell me about it. I haven't been in a relationship more than 2 months" Lights commented.

" I just don't do relationships" Oliver said and I looked at him.

" We all know why" Ayden whispered but everyone quite heard him and Oliver glared at him.

"Oops. That slipped" Ayden said looking apologetic.

Lights got up and smacked him at the back of his head.

" Asshole" She commented.

" Whore" He talked back.

" Lick my pussy, you fucking shit" She was ready to literally start fist fighting. She looked really pissed.

" Wow, way to fisty" Brandon said commenting on Lights's attitude.

I looked at Oliver who looked quite sad looking at the table. He looked so many thoughts and memories flashing in front of his eyes.

I looked at  Ian who was more concerned about the fight between Lights and Ayden than Oli. I looked at Oli again starting to get worried.

Oli looked up and looking into my eyes. For a moment I thought that I couldn't hear anything else than my own calm breathing and I could only see him. Oliver and his captivating eyes. It was just like they could see through me but I am sure I could see through him too.

He gave me a small smile trying to tell me that he was okay in his own way but I knew that was fake. I could see the sadness in his eyes and he pained me to know that tragic happened in his life but it pained me more to not know what happened and how to help him to get over it.

" Oli" someone whined his name and he snapped to see Lights looking at him.

She pushed Ian in the front so she can hug Oli behind Ian.

That must have been really awkward for Ian.

" Oh you don't have to feel neglected, Ian" Oli smiled widely and hugged Ian too after Lights sat properly in her sit.

I am starting to get pissed here.

After a half an hour we were all done with the coffee and we decided to leave Starbucks and do a tour around the mall. We went from shop to shop and I started to relax more and not think how close Ian and Oli started to get. Even Lights and Brandon started to get closer and closer together and Ayden and Melissa  too started to talk more like there were friends ages now. I though was jumping from one conversation to another. We visited so many differents shops and I noticed that Oli loved bookstores, shops like Hot Topic which had so many band merch and he also bought many beanies, T-shirts and leggings. So did Lights and Ayden. We had to force them to get out of the shop. They even made two new friends who are working in Hot Topic.

" Oh my god. I had so much fun" Ayden said as we walked out of the mall.

" Yeah, me too. We should do that more" Lights said with a huge smile on her face.

" You are talking about shopping, right?" Oli said smirking.

" Oh babe. You know me too well" Lights slapped his ass and Oli yelped.

Ian was trying to keep him steady and not fall down and everyone  was laughing hysterically with the stupid face he made.

" That is so not funny. She is hitting hard. That bitch!" He yelled touching his ass dramatically.

" Oh come on. You are suppose to be a man." Lights started to make fun of him.

" Do you want me to show you my dick again?" Oli said raising his eyebrow.

My eyes got wider because I am sure if someone dared him he would.

" That would be a nice view" Ian said smiling sweetly at Oli.

I snorted. "Yes of course he wouldn't lose that chance" I thought.

" I heard that Austin" Ian glared at him and I just put out my tongue.

" If you are really going to show it, can I turn my back? I just want my eyes to be clean from this view" Brandon said begging. Someone forced him once to see boobs when he was still a virgin and I tihnk he is still horrified from this experience. He is really innocent for a dude.

" Oh my god Brandon. It's not like you haven't seen one. You do have one. At least I am hopping so" Lights said teasing him again.

" Of course I do!" He scoffed offented. " I don't want to see another's dude"

" Relax. I am not going to show it off. I am proud of it but not so proud." Oli said walking towards the limouzine.

" So  where are we going now?" Lights asked.

" Is it okay guys if me and Austin go to my house?" Melissa said holding my hand.

I looked at her because I don't remember making that kind of plans with her but I am sure she will get pissed if I said no.

" I am sure we don't" Ian said smirking.

" You can go to my house to continue having fun. I am sure my parents will have no problem. Just can you please go get Basta from the clinic? " I said pleading.

" He is suppose to get out today?" Brandon asked.

" Yep" I said.

" Who is Basta?" Oli asked confused.

" He is his dog. Let's go. Who is to get in which car?" Ian asked.

" Lights is coming with me" Brandon said without asking her.

" I like you when get are trying to get tough" Lights kissed his cheek.

Oli cleared his throat and said " I will go with Ian. Ayden you can take your car and follow us"

That got my pissed that he is going to be alone with Ian. He is a total womanizer and he might get his hurt. I don't even know if he is gay or not.

" Have fun" Ian sang as he opened the door of his car.

" Have fun" All the others said except Oli.

He just smiled at me before getting at the car.

" Babe let's go to your car" Melissa smiled at me and pushed me towards my car.

I followed her and I opened my car.

I sat in the driver's seat and Melissa to the passenger's.

" You know the way, hon" Melissa said and I answered " Yep I do" I heard the engine roaring.

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It was more than 16 hours but I am hoping you like it.