Chapter SEVEN:
*3 WEEKS LATER*
I was standing alone, waiting for the delayed plane. 3 hours man, not cool. I couldn’t just go home, it was already passing midnight.
I sat myself on the bench inside, staring at the giant clock hanging down from the ceiling. Thoughts were running like a mad donkey in my head. About Harry, about the kiss, the night, about him and Amy.
*FLASHBACK*
“Great party Harry!” I shouted into his ears knowing that he wouldn’t be able to hear me. The music was loud, everyone was drunk, I wasn’t, I think. Harry turned to face me, he grabbed my hand and looked around, probably looking for Amy. He turned his face back to me, and dragged me upstairs to his room.
He shut the door behind me and walked closer towards me, I stood still, not knowing what was happening. My head was aching, my body was sore from dancing too much.
He looked at me, stared me in the eyes, I looked away but then he held my chin and leaned in. I closed my eyes not knowing what to do next. I felt his lips pressed mine gently, it was soft, I don’t know what I was doing, but I kissed him back.
The kiss became more passionate, I felt his tongue searching for mine, he pushed me over down to his bed, he was now on top of me.
I ran my hands under his shirt and took them off. He copied my acts and took off my white dress. His hands were soft as it rubbed my waist. I unbuckled his belt as he bit his lips and looked at me.
He got up to the door, and locked it. I had no idea what was going on inside of me but I walked over to him as he took his jeans off. I was in my underwears, so yea, I wrapped my arms around his neck as he did it to my waist, I pushed him over to the door making a loud bang. We didn’t care and just kept going. Somehow he managed to turn on the radio, ‘Rush of blood to the head’ was on, it was actually one of my favorite songs. I don’t know why, but I’m loving this DJ. Harry came over to me and got me on his bed again.
I can’t tell you the rest cause it’s pretty dirty ;)
I woke up feeling quite queasy. I think I slept the whole day in. I felt an arm around my waist, I looked over. Oh shit.
Harry.
“Evening” he greeted with a smirk looking at my naked body. NAKED?
“Harry, were we… did we? No, were we…” I couldn’t continue.
“Yes, we were safe. You were good.” He winked and gave me a kiss.
“Harry.. What about Amy?”
“What she doesn’t know, won’t hurt her”
I felt guilt running through my body. I got up and realized I was naked. I pulled the blanket, which made Harry reveal his naked body, quite fit I might say. I wrapped the blanket around my body and walked around the room to find my clothes.
”What are you doing? Where are you going?” he asked me as I slid on my underwear.
“This whole night was a mistake Harry, I enjoyed it, but I’m sorry, I can’t do this” I said as I finished getting ready. I looked over to see his reaction. But, his face was already buried into my neck, he sucked it, leaving it lovebites.
“I’m sorry, but I won’t regret Nat, ever since you came into my life, you were like a piece of puzzle that made my life complete, I won’t say I love you, but I think I do, I’ve not known you for long but, you shot me out of the sky. I know this won’t be fair to Amy, I really like her, but I have this huge feeling for you, I don’t know why. And most of the time, I can’t stop thinking about you. I’m sorry” he mumbled into my neck.
He got off and spun me around waiting for me to say something. I stood there in a shock not knowing what to do.
“Harry, I’m sorry, but promise me this will be the last time you say anything like this to me? Please, and don’t tell Amy, I beg you for life, I can’t cope up with this, and I hope we can still be friends?” I managed to spill out.
“Okay, at least I can see your beautiful face, that’s all I want”
I smiled and carefully opened the door. Harry’s parents were out of town, so there was the party, everyone was still sleeping really, Amy was in Gemma’s room, as Gemma was also out of town. The rest were sleeping on the floor. I quickly exited the house before Harry saw me.
God, what is happening.
Oh right, I have to pick up my friends in approximately 30 minutes.
Shit, I’m late.
“You need a ride?” Harry said as he was standing behind me all along.
“Yes, to the airport please.” I mumbled quickly.
*END OF FLASHBACKS*
I ran out of Harry’s car as soon as possible, but then I had to wait? Jesus.
“OH MY GOSH! NATHALIE!” Someone screamed her lungs out. I snapped myself out of my thoughts, I quickly stood up and ran Joss. The one who was screaming her lungs out.
“Holy shit! I miss you so much!” I exclaimed.
“I know right?” she mumbled into my shoulder as we were hugging.
I peered over and saw a bunch of wild teenagers running over and joined the hug.
After a while, everyone pulled off. “Joss, Joseph, Chris, Luke, Penny, Olivia, Robert, Keith? But hey, where’s Kurt?” I asked them, they stepped away and there he was. Gorgeous as always. “Hey babe” he said giving me the ‘flirty’ look. I ran over and literally jumped on him. I heard the chorus of ‘Awww’ and ‘Ohhhhh yes’ which made me laugh.
“So, Keith, I’m pretty amazed you’re here” I spoke up as I got off of Kurt whose arms were still wrapping my waist.
“Um, well… You know, things happen” he mumbled as he walked over and wrapped his arms around Joss.
Keith was this, hot nerd at school, he was adorable but sadly he’s always been hated by everyone at school, except for my group of course. His parents were dickheads, they were always grounding him, they never let him go anywhere outside his house or school. I loved Keith like he was my brother; they were pretty much a family to me.
“When did you guys started dating?” I asked Joss and Keith.
“Well, we always kept it as a secret.” Joss mumbled.
“Oh well, you fooled me! I was going to introduce you to some hot lads!” I exclaimed making Penny and Olivia stare excitedly.
“Oh, yea, where are we staying again?” Kurt asked Chris.
“Uh, we rented a house, a huge house near Mayfair. Or something, we’ll get a taxi. Separated of course.” Chris said looking at me. I smiled and gave him another hug.
“LET’S GO!!!!!” Joseph shouted causing everyone to jump.
Halfway to the house, I told them to stop by my house and Harry’s house, I wanted to invite them.
Our big black taxi van pulled over to Harry’s house, I took a deep breath before I knocked on the door.
“Hey there! Everyone’s inside, care to join?” Zayn said greeting me with a hug.
“Yea, no, umm. My friends just arrived from the states, and we’re renting a house in Mayfair, would you all want to join? If you’re not doing anything this holiday” I said quickly.
“Lemme ask them boys first, any hot girls?” he said winking at me. “They’re in the car” I said pointing at the car.
“Just, text me tomorrow if you want to come or not, alright? Bye” I said giving Zayn a quick peck on the lips.
I walked back to car, everyone was staring at me. “He’s hot” Penny said finally breaking the silence. My friends are pretty slutty but at least we know our limits. To be honest, I feel very slutty after what happened to …. Last night.. I couldn’t believe I did that. I felt horrible. I couldn’t believe myself. FUCK MY LIFE!