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1/27/17

I was born on February 14, 2002 in New York City. Yes on Valentine's day, the day with hearts and love, the day that disgusts me. My parents named me Angel, Angel Susan White. I am a freshman at Lincoln High, I have actually been at this high school for a few months now.  It's pretty good I guess. I have amazing friends, good grades, I am actually in this advance program which is pretty nice. I have a good life...

So why do I feel so awful about myself? Please tell me. Lately, well not lately... I actually had this feeling since 4th grade, but now it's growing stronger, way stronger. Sometimes my emotions just get the best of me, and I lose myself.  It usually happened 10 times a year, but now it's happening like three times a week. What's going on with me?

It's simple. I'm tired. I'm tired of holding it in, acting happy all the time, I am TIRED! I just feel stupid acting all happy all the time, but I don't want to worry people so I just don't say anything, I don't show my emotions.

People who know me would be surprise that I am dying inside. They usually think I'm the happy little perky kid. Yeah right...

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