My Journey

Chapter 5 - Sex Toys

1/29/17

Do not let any boy or girl treat you like a sex toy.

For two years, I have been treated like one. Not by Cory, no Cory and I talked, and just about sexual things. No, I am not a hoe. I don't like guys for their body, I like guys for their personality. 

Before I dated Cory, I dated this one guy, name Mike. Mike and I dated for a few months, and it was a really intense relationship. He would always be touchy and stuff. He would also flirt with other girls too when I was with him. He was a fuckboy to be honest.

But I was crazy about Mike. Mike was my best friend, he wasn't really a fuckboy type at first.  But when I started dating him, he was all grabby, and I don't know. That is all what he wanted to do. Touch.

I don't want sound disgusting or anything, but I liked it. Because, well who doesn't like it?

But I also like talking. I wanted to talk to the guy I was dating. Is that so hard? But Mike didn't... he wanted to just touch.

Touch.

Even when we were texting each other. That's all what he wanted to do. He always changed in into a sexual way. It was always a sexual conversation.

Then he left me because he claims I "cheated on him with his best friend"

I didn't of course. But that doesn't mean anything. People didn't believe me. But people believed him. Mike actually told everyone on like the first week in High School that I cheated on him in 7th grade. They believed him , so everyone thinks I am a hoe.

I am not a hoe.

But I did act like one. I let him touch me. I allowed him. And what is worse, is that after the break up with Cory, I let Mike do that again. I was so heartbroken with Cory that when Mike started to act all flirty with me again, I allowed it. But he didn't like me. He just wanted the fun.

That really hurts me because Mike was such a great guy, but what happened? I don't know. But I regret letting Mike treat me like that. I let him treat me like a sex toy.

Don't let any girl or boy treat you like a sex toy.