Chapter 11(Does it end here?)

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"I love you baby . I'll come back for I promise" thats all I remeber before I saw nothing but blackness . 

"Jax ...come on I need you to wake up. If not for me for  Xavier" The voice this time was different.

I tried to reach out , open my eyes anything. But no, it was like I was drowning in just a sea of blackness with no one being able to help me.

"Xaviers gone"

"What!" No he cant leave......

I thought i was just gonna slip away again.

*Hours before*

"He's still asleep and im lea--vv--ving " Tears started rolling down cheeks " Just text him"  "I cant my dad always changes my number , whenever we move."

"Here" Damien handed me a pencil and piece of paper. "Write him a note..that way you dont have to leave him with nothing"

"Can you do me a favor"

"In my bag , in my room . Theirs a hoodie , I want jax to have it could you get it please ?"

"Yeah sure"

"Thanks" 

*Damien*

I cant believe all this drama with Xavier is coming to an end, hopefully Jax will be okay . Poor kid meets the love of his life and now he leaves.

As I got closer to jax's room , I noticied severel people with cameras surronding jax's room.

"Whats going on ?" I asked a nurse that had one hand on a phone up to her ear.

"Someone tipped the media about Johnston's son being cared for here" I nodded my head

Fuck, I flipped on the hood to my jacket . That covered my face.

(Mean while)

I set the piece of paper next to jax, hopefully he'll find it when he wakes up.

I kissed his forehead,  "I really wish this was one of thoughs sappy movies when I say I love you and you wake up"  I whispered to his life-less body.

As I leant in , kissing his lips one last time.

The door swung open , I froze not moving from my postion.

"Heres your hoodie, byy thheee. What the hell are you do-

"Gotcha" A man with a large camera had just snapped a picture of me leaning over jax. Close to his lips. Damien reacted fast and quickly closed the door on the camera man.

"Fuck I gotta get out of here now "

"Well theirs paparazzi all over your room so.."

"I'll be fine " I smiled back , opening the door. The photographer now gone.

"What about that picture?"

"People were goin find out sooner or later"

"Ill be in touch man , keep watch over Jaxie for me "

"Will do"

*Back to present *( Im gonna skip the part where jax wakes up and its been 2 weeks  since he woke up)

"Hey , how ya feelin man" Damien said handing me a cup of water.

I took a sip of the water before answering it "im okay" I spoke raspy. My body was fine but my voice was still raspy from not talking in a few days. My body went into shock and forced itself into some sort of acoma.

"Where's Xavie?" I asked , after not seeing him or hearing anything about him in awhile.

"Here read this" He handed me a piece of paper, I blinked a couple times at the piece of paper allowing my eyes to adjust.

        Hey, Jaxie . If your read this that means i left. Dont be worried I'll be back for you , my dad found out about the stabbing and the media got involved. But these last few months have been the best of my entire life and I dont regret it for a moment.  I know we havent techinally broken up, but I want you to go and be with who ever you choose. that way I can have you all to myself for ever and well maybe our kid. I want a son and I wanna name him Luke? yeah luke .I'll get back to you somewhere , some how   A/N:(No one get the reference no? okay just me?) That my love is a promise, also i wanna live in a condo :3. But most importantly I wanna marry you , which is why in the hoodie you'll find something . Go get it then read further on .

"Damien, did X give you a hoodie?"

"Yeah ,why?" He reached behind him and threw the hoodie onto the bed.

"No reason"

I unzipped the hoodies pocket , finding a plastic bag. "Mhm nothing alright"

I ingored him , inside the plastic bag . I pulled out a silver ring, that on the inside read "They say that love is forever, your forever is all I need "  I smirked he knew that was my favorite song by sleeping with sirens. I put the ring on my finger and picked up the hoodie . That smelt just like him .Then I remebered the letter as  I started to lose my self at him being gone.

Glad you liked the ring , I was gonna give it you when I learned that that was your favorite band and that quote just reminded me of you. But anyway im running out of time so ill kiss your lips one last time before someone else gets to contaminate you ;)

I put my fingers up to my lips , wishing I could feel his kiss. Even though I know Ive washed many times since then.

"Oh yeah did I tell you whst happened with Zach and ben"

I shook my head

"Their both in juvi , for a long long time . Also news got out about you and x"He said the last part really fast , I almost didnt catch it.

Before I had time to react the nurses came in

"Jax, your free to go . Your parents are here"

"

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