THE TRUE LOVE SURVIVES EVERYTHING SERIES : DECISIONS

moving in and some happy news

' And how did it get over here?' , he asked after a while, 'No problems?'

'No, had no problems, everything here went very smoothly'. I got up and walked towards the bathroom, he looked at me and then he said: 'I have being thinking and is it not better that we moved in together, you are here almost every day so..............'

OK, he has also thought about it. Phew, and yes, I was with him almost every day, so, then I could also live with him and Messi would see me almost every day.

I turned back, walked over to the bed and then said: 'I have already thought about it and I'm glad you're think the same way. My answer is yes, yes, yes'.  And at that time he pulled me closer to him, kissed me and said, 'You make me the happiest man of Sweden, no of the world"' "And you from me the happiest woman in the world'; I said to him.

And a few days later we moved the most of my stuff to his place, but I had to hear at my bosses how we gonna solve that with the apartment, I rented that from the company, but apparently there were candidates and miss design was one of them, I thought she already had one, but apparently she lived together with a few friends, but she wanted a little bit more privacy, which I could understood and then they told me that I could chose who it was going to take it and my choice was quickly made, and gave the keys to her, 'Thank you',  she said.

That chapter was also already closed and the other could now fully start, although that I would miss that apartment. I was glad that we made that decision and the first few weeks that we lived together were super, running errands together, with the boat on the water, the concerts that he had in Sweden, I followed them backstage. Suddenly I had a couple of good friends and we laughed a lot , and everyone we ran into, said they were happy for us. His fans were super friendly to me, because that I was the most afraid of , that they would not accept me .

But I got worried for nothing, some even asked if I wanted to be on the picture with them. I was like that is very sweet of you, but go only with him on the photo and then I will take one for you, I was rather the photographer than the one standing the photo.

Some even asked us when the big day was and then we looked at each other and said: 'That has not yet been discussed, but who knows'.

But honestly we lived already together and getting married, I don't know how he thought about that,  but I found that is not really necessary. I love him so much and I didn't found it necessary to prove otherwise.

A few months went by and the Christmas period came closer, I find that atmosphere around always so cozy and especially the Christmas tree decoration, I find it so much fun, but it was two weeks before Christmas and when I got up that morning, I felt nauseous and quickly ran to the bathroom and when I came out, Messi looked at me with his great big eyes , I lay down on the bed and he put his head on my lap, he knew that something was wrong. As he followed me through the house, and Måns looked at me and asked if everything was okay, 'Yeah sure, everything OK, I'm going to the store in a hurry, do I have to bring something special to decorate the tree or we still have everything ?' I asked him.

'No, I think I have everything , but if you see something fun, you can always bring it with you'; he said.

I quickly went to the store for some Christmas supplies and then quickly ran to the apothecary around the corner , because when I go to that one in town, then you would hear those people and I bought a pregnancy test  in all discretion. Because you never know, and once I got back, I ran quickly to the bathroom upstairs , locked the door and did with a scared heart the test , two minutes can be a very long time then. And when that passed, I took a deep breath and saw a positive result, okay, so I was pregnant, but such a test is never 100% reliable. So going to the doctor was the next step, and I wish I could do this without him already noticing something. I know, it's very selfish of me, but I just want to be very sure before I tell him, because if it is not than.  So I made an appointment at the clinic very discreet but when I arrived there, I realised that his father works there,  he walked towards  me and asked if everything was okay.  Yes, actually they are bound with professional secrecy and I told him and he understood that I had said nothing to Måns.