After talking for hours and hours, I felt much better about the situation. But I still hadn't spoken to Tanya yet. She has just come back from Milan and I was thinking about going to see her in London. I needed to hear her side of the story as well. I decided to ask Alfie if I should go, "Alfie I was thinking about going to see Tanya... what do you think?" I said.
"It's up to you Zoe, I think it'll be good for you to talk, I mean you haven't spoken about this to her yet so I completely support you", he replied.
"Thank you, I'll text her tomorrow" I said. Texting her will be very hard for me, what will she say? Will she even reply?
"I should get going Zoe, it's ten to one in the morning." Alfie said.
"Okay" I said. We walked to the door. He kissed me on the head on looked at me as he walking to the car. "I'm sorry Zoe," He whispered as he got into the car. I immediately shut the door and burst into tears. I wish all this had never ever happened, how could he be so stupid! I was physically and emotionally drained after tonight so I went to bed. I knew I would find it difficult to sleep knowing I said I am going to text Tanya in the morning.
It was the next morning and woke up a bit late. I got up at 10:30am and had a shower and got dressed. I was avoiding texting Tanya, though I have to do it. Then my phone went crazy with tweets and so I checked what was going on. Then I found it. Tanya had uploaded a video, 'Story time: Having sex with Pointless Blog (Alfie)'. I actually screamed and started crying! I sat on my bedroom floor and watched the video. She explained what happened and what it was like to have sex with MY BOYFRIEND behind my back. She seemed to find it very funny and she explained that Jim (her husband) knows about this and doesn't mind. But what about me? Was this some sort of joke? Why has she doe this to me? What have I done? So many questions ran through my mind. I didn't want anyone to find out that Alfie has cheated and now she has told the whole world. I can't believe I wanted to visit her and maybe make up with her! The video had gotten 3 million views in half and hour which was incredible, more and more now know what he's done. The video got 250K dislikes, which made me feel a bit better, but not much.
My phone rang about 10 minutes later, it was Alfie. "What do you want?" I asked still crying.
"I am so sorry Zoe, I am coming round right now" Alfie said and puts the phone down.
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Zalfie: Break-Up
أدب الهواةWhen all things come crashing down in Zoe's life she can't cope and goes out of control... starting with breaking up with Alfie... {This is the first book in the series}