Falling To Hard ( A Jacob Perez Story )

Chapter 12.

Jacob Pov ....

Its Been A Whole MONTH Now & I Haven't Talked To Shakira. I Miss Her So Much & I Want To See Her. She's Been Missing School Everysince What Happened At The Party We Threw For Prod. Acajha & Serena Has Been Bringing Her , Her Work But She Doesn't Open The Door For Them ! They Leave It In The Mail Box & She Will Go Out & Get It When They Leave. I Wish I Can Go Back & Change What Happened At The Party.

Today We Had School & I Wonder If She Would Show up Today Or Would She Miss School. But I Got Dressed , I Put on My Sweat Pants , A White Shirt That Said TRUST With My Oreos ; I've Been Feelings Broken & Lonely Every Since Shakira & I Stopped Talking. Half Of Me Is Gone So... That's Probably Why

Shakira Pov ....

When I Woke Up This Morning I Had 15 Unread Text Messages. 3 Were From Acajha , 3 Were From Serena , 1 Was From Prod & 8 From Jacob. I Haven't Touched My Phone Ina Month Nor Have I Contacted Anybody. The Girls Have Been Bringing Me My Work Though I Dont Open The Door For Them.  They Just Leave It In The Mail Box & When They Leave I Go & Get It. Today I Decided To Go To The Park & Just Think , I Told The Girls To Tell The Teachers I Was Going Through An Family Issue If They Wanted To Know. By The Way If You Wanted To Know I Wrote It On A Piece Of Paper & Put It In The Mailbox For Them To See.

I Got In The Shower & Listened To The Radio , Beyonce - You Are My Rock Came On ...

"You Are My Rock ; Baby Your The Truth.

You Are My Rock ; I Love To Rock With You."

I Started Listening To The Lyrics & Thinking ... That's How I Felt About Jacob. I Wonder If He Felt The Same? Or Was It All Just Lies. I Loved Him Sooo Much & I Thought He Loved Me. Before You Knew It I Was Crying All Over Again. I Cried Until I Got Out The Shower ...

When I Got Out & Finally Stopped Crying My Phone Buzzed & I Had A Text From Jacob , Serena , & Acajha

Jacob Said : Good Morning Shakira , I Hope Your Ohkay & I Really Need To Talk To You , But It Needs To Be Face To Face. Its Really Important & You Need To Know , No Matter What Happens Between Us I Will Still / Always LOVE YOU.

You Already Know I Didn't Respond & I Loved Him Too But He Lied & Instead Of Leaving Me Alone & Telling Me The Truth .... He Let Me Fall Really Hard & Let Me End Up Heart Broken

Serena Said : Good Morning Shakira , Look Baby Girl. Its Been A Month Now & I Haven't Heard From You Nor Seen You. I Know You Are Hurt & You Have So Much On Your Mind , I'm Hear For You. You've Been My Best Friend For 16 Years Now & I Dont Want To See You Like This. Please Talk To Me &  I Love You Monkey

She Is Right & I Do Need To Talk & I Do Have Alot On My Mind. I'm Just Not Ready To See Anybody , Mainly Serena She Is The One Who Told Me NOT To Fall Hard But I Did Anyway.

Acajha : Good Morning Sweetie , I Love You & We Really Really Really Need To Talk. When We Do It Needs To Be Face To Face. Its Best That Way , I Love You & Please Show Up Soon. I Miss You

Everybody Was Worried About Me & They Were Saying They Needed To Talk To Me. I Wonder What For .... But I'm Not Ready To Talk To Jacob ...

Jacob Pov ...

I Texted Shakira This Morning But Got No Response AGAIN .... I Feel Bad But I Didn't Do Anything Wrong & She Wont Talk To Me So I Cant Tell Her what Really Happened.

But I Went To School & Didnt Meet With Nobody I Went Straight To Class & Laid My Head On My Desk & When I Saw Serena & Them Walked In I Pretended To Be Asleep.