I woke up and my face was stained with tears.
It was 4:30. I was leaving for Canada today. Ethan and I didn't really talk much about him coming with me to help me. I was secretly hoping that he was.
I combed my hair out and washed my face.
I put my oversized bvb sweatshirt and some black leggings. I tied my hair in a bun and made my way down stairs.
I tried not to be loud as I passed by the guys rooms but my crutches are really noisy.
I went to the kitchen and saw that the lights were off. I turned them on and-
"SURPRISE!" I heard everyone scream.
I looked around to see pancakes and maple syrup on the table. Sean, Mark, Tyler, and Ethan were standing behind the table. There was a small shrub on the table.
I laughed and hobbled over to hug each of them.
"Thank you guys, but why is there a shrub on the table?" I said laughing while wiping my tears.
"icouldntfindaflower..." Sean whispered
"Huh-"
"I COULDN'T FIND A FLOWER OKAY." He yelled making us all laugh. He smiled angelically and we all sat down to eat.
I'm leaving all of these wonderful people..
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"Are you already packed?" Tyler asked
"Yes mom, but why are there more suitcases at the door?" I asked
Tyler snorted and looked at Mark who was behind him.
"Well we thought we should go on an exploration of the unknown....Canadaaa." He said whispering Canada while making a rainbow like shape in the sky.
"REALLY?" I screamed and nearly jumped on him.
"Thank you soooo much!" I said while hugging him.
"Ahhem." Ethan cleared his throats and I slipped out of the hug.
"What's your issue?" I asked turning towards him.
He glared at me, but then his face softened.
He walked to the front door and started putting bags in the back of my truck.
He had a sad look on his face.
Mark nodded his head towards the door and I went outside.
"What's going on?" I said in a soft tone.
"Huh?" Ethan looked up and shook his head like he was in the middle of a day dream.
"What's going on with us?" I stepped closer.
"There was never and us." He spat and continued to pack the luggages into the truck.
"So your just really cuddly and like to kiss every girl you meet?" I asked and he looked at me. He stared for awhile thinking about what to say.
"I just thought I finally found a person I could relate to...a person that understood me..but she lives so far away that she would eventually find someone else where she lived. I didn't want to get hurt. I'm sorry." He said looking down.
I took a step towards him so that now he was looking in my eyes. I dropped my crutches and he picked me up so that my legs were around his waist. I played with his hair and my lips brushed his. I leaned my face in the crook of his neck while he rubbed my back. I looked at him once more and kissed his cheek. I got down and picked up my crutches.
"HOP IN MUTHERFUCKERS!" I screamed towards the house. I soon noticed that this was a family neighbourhood.
"SORRY SUSAN!" I yelled and got into my truck.
Since the injury was on my driving foot I sat in the back next to the window. Ethan sat beside me and Tyler sat beside Ethan. Mark drove while Sean was in the passenger seat.
I leaned my head on Ethan's shoulder and drifted off to sleep.
The same thing happened on the flight. I just slept the whole way. I wasn't in the mood to talk or think. So I let my subconscious brain take over my body.
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