Remission

Chapter 14

IMPORTANT: These next chapters talks about cancer and I want to make clear the I am not a doctor. The things I wrote about cancer might not actually be true but I had to write it so the story would make sense.

Parker P.O.V

I rushed to the hospital and the whole time my mind was racing. There were so many thoughts that I couldn't  focus on one of them.  Once I got in the hospital I quickly found out where chemo was getting done at.  When I found it I could see Harper through the glass door. She had needles hooked up to her, wearing a  hospital gown and a beanie on her head.  I just stood there taking the in the picture of her and feeling my heart breaking. "Harper" I say as I walk slowing  through the door. Harper looked up at me with a shocked face. "What are you doing here?" I walked up to her bed she was sitting on and I could see the tears forming in her eyes. "Your mom told me." I could see that she mad at her mom . "Look we are not doing this here. I will done soon just wait for me." 25 minutes later we are in the car on our way to her house. The ride was quit and I could see that the  tears were falling down her face and that she was bitting the inside of her cheek to stop herself from completely losing it.  I tired to hold her hand but she kept moving it away from me. Once we pulled in the drive way before Ben could come to complete stop Harper was out of the car running towards her house.

Harper P.O.V

I just jumped out of the car. I had to get away from this situation. As I ran I could hear him yelling my name but I didn't stop. I got in my house and ran up to my room  not knowing if Parker was getting closer to me or not. Once I entered my room I went to shut the door when two hands were on the door pushing it back towards me. "Harper we need to talk about this!" He was too strong for and busted into the room.  I just turned around looking at the window with my arm crossed. "Harper" I didn't answer. "Harper please." I could feel Parker was closer to me because I feel him breathing on my neck.  I wanted a second  before I turned around. 

"What is there to talk about Parker !" I yelled. "I'm sick and I don't know if I will get better this time." I continued to yell as tear poured down my face. "Harper..." "No Parker whatever this is between us as to stop. I don't want to drag you into this mess. You have a great life, great job, and millions of healthy and beautiful girls that want you."  I could see on his face that he was starting to get angry. "Why would you want to be with a girl that going to be nothing but skin and bones? Why be with a girl that has no hair." I said has I pulled the beanie off my head.  "You don't deserve that Parker.  I have seen the effect all this as had on my mom and I'm not going to  let you go through it." I keep yelling with tears and now snot all over my face.  I push pass him and go towards my door when I feel to hands on me spinning me around. 

"No!" Parker practically yells in my face while holding my arms. "You are not going walk away from me." "Parker" I say trying to get out of his hold. "Shut the hell up and stop fighting me!" he says but this time he is screaming. I stop fighting but keeping my eye close because I don't want to look at him. "Look at me." He says in normal voice and gently places his hands on my face to make me look at him.  I wait a couple seconds before opening my eyes and see his beautiful eyes looking at me. "First you need to relax and let me talk. You don't get to decide what type of girl I  should be with that is up to me and I want to be with you.  I am not walking away from you or this relationship. I'm your boyfriend and you are my girlfriend and thats not changing. " I was shocked by what he just said. I'm his girlfriend! "I'm going to be by your side. I'm going to help you fight this and beat it again. I'm going to go to  all you appointments and I'm going to tell you everyday that you are beautiful. I thought you were beautiful the first day we met and  I still think you are just as beautiful standing in front of me right now." "I just stay silent. Parker let go of my arms and held both of my hands. "I  promise to be here for you  and if I have moment where I feel overwhelm I will deal with but at the end of the day I'm going to  right by your  side  because I love you." Parker just said the three words that no guy  has ever said to me. and it sent   tingles all over my body.  "I love you to." The anger in his face was replaced with a smile.  Then that  smile was replace with a kiss.